Naïve // Trixya

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KATYA POV:

finally I knew Trixie was okay, I knew I didn't kill her or take drugs again. I was poisoned it wasn't my fault, it was my fathers fault. He promised the man that poisoned me that I would dance for him , have sex with him basically be his booty call. But I said no. And apparently he was mad and so was my father because he sent me out here to be killed. What kind of dad fucking does that ? Mine , my father is the type of parent to do that. Its times like these when I have to remind myself that I don't have a normal family. I don't get to experience the happy family with the white picket fence no, I get the Russian Mafia dad running a black market business who blames me for the death of my mother when I was 10 and I also have a brother who is stuck playing mediator between who is even left of the family. When I think of all this it worries me, is this really the family I want to bring Trixie into? I want to marry her one day I really do but she doesn't deserve my messed up family. she is a young and beautiful 23 year old who has a stable job and a good financial portfolio. Who am I to burst into her life and fuck that all up. I may not have physically killed her but I may be destroying her life. I need to talk to Adore and Ginger about this when I get home.

speaking of getting home, Trixie and I have a flight home in two days. I've been released from the hospital now but before I leave I have some unfinished business to attend to regarding the client I came to see. he needs to be sent a message , a message that us Zamolodchikova's aren't to be messed with even if we are a fractured family. if I'm going to bring Trixie into this family I need to make sure it's safe first.

" Hey Trix I have to go out tonight and finish some of the business that I came here to do I shouldn't be to long. " I said as I finished up my makeup and put on my red jacket and black fuzzy hat.

" are you kidding me." Trixie said standing in the door frame looking very unimpressed.

" No?" I said my voice getting high at the end as I flashed her a toothy smile.

" Katya this guy poisoned you into delirium with the intentions of killing you and your going back to see him? are you kidding me? you were so sick I had to fly out to come get you!" Trixie said clearly upset.

" If I don' do anything while I'm here he is just going to harass us back in Boston. I might as well get it done so you can be safe Trixie. besides this entire thing is my dads fault, when we get home I'm going to deal with him too. " I said trying to ease her worries.

" I don't know Kat it seems risky." she said quietly.

" hey." I said taking her chin in my hand and moving her head up to look at me." Look at me, I'm going to be fine. his needs to be done so its going to be." I said looking at her. her eyes brimmed with tears and she sniffed looking down again. " Aw Trix c'mere ." I pulled her into my arms held her close swaying our bodies.

" I'm just nervous Kat, I thought you were going to die." she sobbed into my shoulder.

" I know and I'm sorry I put you through that but guess what? I didn't die I'm still here so if that doesn't make me 10x more intimidating then I don't what will, I'm like the Rasputin of modern times now." I said stroking her hair.

"Okay ." she whispered into my hair clutching me closer to her.

I pulled back from her and gave her a smile whipping her tears away with my thumbs, I held her beautiful face in my hands and looked at her. That woman right there is the love of my life. The woman who flew out to Russia because she thought I was going to die, the woman who learned to cook herself borscht because she missed me, the woman with beautiful honey brown eyes and an amazing smile to match her nurturing empathetic personality. she has the biggest heart I've ever witnessed someone to have. she also has the biggest ass I've ever seen but that's just a bonus. I held that woman's face in my hands and I kissed her. Me, I got to kiss the most beautiful person in the world. Even though Russia is very strict about gay people but we were out of the hospital, out of the public eye.