Demi Lovato Pregnancy Series

Insecurities

A/N: you guys have been asking for a new chapter for months now and I'm so so sorry it took me so long to get this out. To be totally honest, I have been struggling with my confidence in writing in this book a lot and my inspiration ran dry for a while. I'm gonna update this again soon but I do have more books I'm in the middle of making that I'm super excited and extremely passionate about and as you can tell, I tend to update my other books a bit more. Thank you so much to everyone who has been so patient with me on this! I hope this chapter is okay and gets you through till the next update soon. I love you guys a lot. Thanks for always sticking by me and being so kind with my writing. 🥰💗

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You stared at your reflection in the mirror with tears running down your face. Things were definitely getting to be more and more noticeable, normally you'd love that, but today you felt differently. All you could see was the number you saw on the scale earlier that morning at the doctors. You felt ashamed and anything but beautiful, though Demi had told you everyday that you were the most beautiful thing she'd ever laid her eyes on.

Everything about being pregnant was starting to bother you. You knew it was normal to gain weight, after all you are carrying a human around inside of you, but you just didn't like the way you looked. You lowered your head in shame, afraid to look in the mirror again. "y/n?" You heard Demi's voice call from the doorway making you jump and look at her, trying to think of what to say to make it seem like you weren't just picking yourself apart but you couldn't. You couldn't find the words. You just felt so insecure and you weren't really sure of what to say. "Babe... what's going on?" She walked closer to you and tried to wrap her arms around you, but you just simply walked away from her.

"Y/n talk to me." You sobbed and looked at Demi with tears in your eyes, her heart breaking as she wrapped her arms around you and pulled you as close as she possibly could. "I'm just feeling insecure, I guess." "About what, beautiful?" You shrugged and Demi looked down at you with a look in her eyes that told you she knew all too well when you were hiding things from her. "I just hate that I'm gaining so much weight. I know it's normal and stuff but everything is so different. Honestly, I'm a little scared." Demi shook her head and kissed your temple. "I think you're beautiful. You know I've always loved you just the way you are. I think you're more beautiful than ever before and honestly, you only get more and more beautiful everyday." She kissed your cheek and wiped the tears from your eyes. "Really?" "Really. I love you so much. You have the most gorgeous glow." She scattered kisses across your face and you laughed. "Thank you Demi." She nodded and pressed one last kiss to your forehead. "I love you, and our beautiful little squish. Never forget that."