Crimson red, flowing like water from a tap
Another guilty relief from the pain of reality
I try to stop, but can't help but go further
With each slice reminding me of my melancholy existence
The problems from my mind flow from my body with easeI tell myself to stop.
Go deeper
I think I need help.
No one likes you
Maybe your right.
You're wrongGET OUT
GET OUT
GET OUTThe thick liquid splashing and swirling in the sink,
Like a figure skater, leaving behind a trail of joyful despair
It's patter against the ceramic bowl leaving me in a trance
A psycho-delirium of a forbidden comfort
Each carve, shaping my thoughts, my feelings
Red stains on the sink, on my conscienceMy life in a picture, but it's dominated by red
Red pond, red stream, red lake, red oceans
Red tears.
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