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Skyler's P.O.V

I cry even more as we reach the airport "quit it!" My dad yells at me, I get out of the car and we walk to the plane with my long hair covering up my crying face and cuts

We get in the airport and we don't talk at all, for someone who seemed so desperate to get me back is sure acting loving (sarcasm)

The flight is called and I whip away another tear as I stand and walk onto the plane with my dad I sit down next to him because we have assigned sits and begin to remember the very few memories and good times we all had togther as a group, they let me in, I didn't even know them, I never knew they we're popular

I'm going to miss them all so much expresserly Kevin, even though I was only with them a few days or weeks it seemed like we all had some sort of connection, it may just be that I found other people with the same intrest as me but it still felt special

I curl up in a little ball on the plane seat and fell asleep tears in my eyes and running down my face for the journey

I guess now I try to forget

Time skip

The plane stopped making me realise that I had nothing with me, my phone is still out there so are my nicer clothes

Just fucking great!

We get home my dad didn't speak to me the whole journey and I'm not looking forward to seeing my mom thats for damn sure

I really do hate my life, it just seems like even more shit the farer away I get from Kevin, I walk in the cold house and greeted by the hell stricken face of my mom "your never leaving this house again!" She yells as she stromed closer to me

"Look I'm sorry alright!" I yelled back only to be hit to the ground with a hard slap to the side of my face I could feel it bleeding were her nail caught my skin

''Well think twice before you do it again!" She said as she and Dad went upstairs to bed, I stay on the ground to exhasted to move

Why was it so nice?, why did he have to come?, why did it have to end?

I hate my life

I'm curled up in a little ball on the the ground, 'I just wanna die' I thought as I tried to stand up only to fall again

Fuck come on legs I thought as I tryed again, this time I got onto my feet, I walked over to the bathroom and looked into the mirror seeing a massive cut right under my eye

Why don't I just end it, no! Kevin will come soon, surely...

Kevins P.O.V

I woke up in a, hospital?  Why am I here?

"Kev" I heard someone to my left say, I turned to them seeing a very worried James, "are you okay?" He asked making me remember everything "Where's Sky!? Is she alright!?" I asked sitting up on the bed only to be pushed back down by James

"She's gone Kevin, gone I couldn't find her in the house" he told me looking down "no, god no" I said putting my hands on my head

I remebered what she told me, on the last day of PAX she was a very suicidel person before she meet us, what if she actally goes that far to killing herself

"I have to find her!" I said getting up "Kevin we don't even know what happened let alone where she lives" James tells me surpised at seeing me out of bed "San Francisco" I tell him walking out of the room "well what about her house" James asked

I signed out "I will bring her back James don't worry" I said as I dialed her number on my phone, no answer, me and James got into the car and drove to the house "I'm leaving in the morning" I told him heading straight to bed

Whenever I write Sky's and my autocorret thinks it's gonna be Sly

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