Entry I- Choices

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I chose you, when they told me not to.
Warnings and cautions, I heard a few.
They say you're bad trouble,
ready to break whatever you handle.

I chose you when they told me not to.
You're a wrecker- nothing new.
All fun and games,
Collecting names without shame.

Yet when you looked at me,
That blank stare shuddered out a plea.
It says, "Please love me.
Beyond this facade, I'm lonely."

But I was scared,
and hella jittery.
To take a move,
end your misery.

Still I chose you let you in,
I allowed you stay with me.
Somehow you opened up slowly,
We were happy as we can ever be.

I thought I was right to give in to you.
For loving you was not that hard to do.
I let you in, gave you my heart.
Yet you still tore it all apart.

For when you said that you were better,
It was only an act when we're together.
At nights you held me close and tight,
Whilst on days you flirted with girls, despite.

You said I bore you- make you weak.
You wanted something tougher and sleek.
I'm sorry that this fragile heart,
Can only offer love and broken art.

I chose you when they told me not to.
Turns out they're right.
For the next thing I knew,
You immediately took flight.

I chose you.
When they told me not to.
I still chose you.
Even though, I knew.

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Entry I // Choices
April 22, 2019

Art by: Fianna

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