I don't understand
Why must I conform
I get pushed down
My self worth in the negatives
I feel I've drowned
They ask why my test scores are below average
I'm clearly smarter than the test
makers
I've given up
Stop trying
I've lost hope
I feel like I'm dying
A letter grade to determine my life's quality
They say I want attention
They say" stop making excuses
If they could hear even the nicest of my thinking
They would be scared
Not because I'm suicidal
Not because I won't eat
But because my thought skip a million miles an hour.
Because anxiety suspects everything
Because even I'm scared with what my mind comes up
