BAD BOY'S GIRL- Marcus Gunnarsen fanfic.

I want my old life back

*CLOE'S POV*

I didn't go to school that day..
I wanted to, but the thought of seeing martinus was killing me in the inside. I've already caused too much damage in him, I should just get away.

*phone notification *

<dm from @marcusgunnarsen>

Marcusgunnarsen: hey.. How are you?

itscloe: I'm ok I guess..

Marcusgunnarsen: why aren't you at school?

itscloe: well, I don't want to see martinus... I.. I'm afraid he's mad at me

Marcusgunnarsen: well, he is and you know that... But he's also mad at me and I came to school..

itscloe:I don't know..

Marcusgunnarsen: at least you should try to solve all of this with him.. I know it's hard, and this also brings consequences for you and me, but I think it's best decision..

itscloe: I know Marcus, but I don't want to loose you

Marcusgunnarsen: you're not going to loose me ok? I will be here for you, even if we're not together..

itscloe:fine. I'll talk with martinus, but you'll have to apologize to him

Marcusgunnarsen: why would I apologize?

itscloe: this was also your fault

marcusgunnarsen: hm.. I guess

itscloe: good. Where's tinus?

marcusgunnarsen: math class, he leaves at 11 am

itscloe: I'm on my way

marcusgunnarsen: ok.. Good luck

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I thought about giving up from talking with tinus, but it wasn't right to leave things like this. I was running out of time to meet him, so I rushed as fast as I could to the main entrance.

Jessie: Cloe!

Cloe: hm hey-- I quickly greeted her

Jessie:wait where are you going?

Cloe: I need to apologize to martinus and explain everything that happened

Jessie:well..

Cloe: what are you hiding?

Jessie:... he's really mad at you.. He talked with me last night... He said he wasn't mad with "you and Mac" but the fact that you lied to him

Cloe: shizzz..i really need to talk to him

Jessie: I hm..good luck..

Cloe: yeah..

The school bell rang. It was 11 am, and as Marcus said, martinus was leaving his math class.

Cloe: Martinus!

He ignored me, but I approached.

Cloe:hm,you can't ignore me forever- I said looking at him

Martinus: it's not ignoring, I just don't want you to hurt me more

Cloe:tinus, can we please just talk about what happened?

Martinus:there's nothing to talk, I know you guys like each others, just be happy and don't ever bother me again- the Norwegian boy said with an angry voice tone.

Cloe: I'm sorry ok? We can't control with who we fall in love with

Martinus: yeah, I know that.. I'm experincing that, but I wish I wasn't

He made me go silent with what he said..

Martinus: it's just sad because sometimes you think it can be different but at the end it will always be the same. I was deeply in love you, Cloe Martin but as usual it was just a impossible fantasy and stupid expectations I had

Cloe: ei..

Martinus: you were in love with someone else, I know.. EVERY GIRL always tells me that. I just wish I had never met you, you hurt me, you hurt me a lot

Cloe: oh you wish you never met me? You have no idea of how many times I cried and how many nights I didn't get any sleep, just to find a way to get out these types of situations. Loving Marcus was never in the plan... Hurting you was never in the plan...moving to Norway was never in the plan.. Having a new life never was in the plan. But now you're right, I should've never traveled all the way searching for new opportunities and true friends.Im going to give you peace and leave forever. I'm sorry for everything I caused.

As soon as I finished, my mind basically just shut off. I couldn't keep tears from falling through my face. I just wished that all of that nightmare ended.

-

Mom: hey good aftern-

I got home without saying a word to my parents and started to pack my stuff.

Mom: Cloe,whats going on? - my mother asked entering in my bedroom.

Cloe: I... I don't want to live here in Norway.. I just want to go back to Pennsylvania, and have my old life back..

Mom:but, sweetie your dad and I have a whole new life in here right now, and we can't just quit our jobs and fly back to the US.

Cloe: I know, but I was thinking I could live with aunt Any..

Mom: darling, I still don't know if this is a good idea.. Can you just tell me why you want to leave?

Cloe:well, a lot happened these past weeks and let's just say that I made some bad choices and I  ended to hurt the ones I loved the most..

Mom:hm, if you think it's the best for you, then Ill support your decision--she said kissing my forehead

My mom as always been comprehensive and supportive, but sometimes I feel like she should be more strict. She's just trying to be a good mom, I guess.

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That night was different. I went to bed really early and ignored all of Marcus text messages. I simply didn't feel like worrying with boys anymore.

I wanted my old life back: no friends and no boy drama.

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YOOOOOOO so I've been so ia hahaha sorry. I'll try to update vErY sOoN