Feel You Better
"Sa Bahay ko na tayo mag agahan.Is it okey?"
"May bahay ka dito sa Davao?"
I asked him after my morning routine after leaving bed.
We agreed that for the remaining day of the month of our stay in here I am going to take it in his house in this region for my safety. Though I don't feel any risk in my life. But for the better, I should follow him.
Tumigil ang kanyang sasakyan sa tapat ng isang bahay dito sa Magsaysay. Isang Elegante ngunit mukhang itinayo pa noon unang panahon. Kita kasi dito ang spanish home exterior design. All in all it looks good.
" Ito ang bahay ko, I really like historical view so I design this one."
"Wait! You design this,?"
"Yes."
" Why did you let me design your sister's pent house then?"
Hindi siya sumagot, instead ay binuksan niya ang mala antigong pinto sa harap namin. It amaze me when I see a modern design in the inside of his house. Nakakabatang tingnan.
" Akala ko ba you like historical view?"
" Yeah, Okay na ang view na nakikita ko sa labas."
Dumiretso na kami sa hapag para mag agahan. fried egg, bacon an grilled fish ang inihanda ng kasambahay niya saamin.
After the silent breakfast napasya akong tumulong sa pag aayos ng kanyang muntilng flower garden sa rooftop.
"Susuklayan muna kita, para kanang brha jan sa buhok mo."
Dali dali kung pinagmasdan ang mukha ko sa salamin then there I saw my long straight here na nagmukhang long bruise hair. Hindi kasi ako naturoan kung paano and I don't even want to comb it by my self its just relaxing when others do it for me. Pero nong si Zoren ang nagsuklay ng buhok ko I just want to melt it feel so good but the imformal beat of my heart doesn't make me relaxed.
"Pwede namang yong made mona ang magsuklay sakin Im sure gugustohin nila yun" Sabi ko to refuse his offer couse it really send shiver on me.
" Gugustohin nga ng mga made diba pano na kaya ako?"
Sasgot pa sana ako kaso bigla niya akong hinigit at pinatalikod sa kanaya para masuklayan ako ng maayos.
After a moment Nagpunta na kami sa harden. Tumulong ako doon kasama ang kaniyang hardenero. I put the classy rose in the pot in the send of all since its the most attractive flower in his garden.
" Oo, move all her transaction- One month - Yes sure - Just do everything for her sake - We'll be back . Okay"
Rinig kong boses ni Zoren kausap ang ibang linya. It is maybe my secretary since he and my secretary are close. I know since nakita ko sila sa isang resto sa BGC.
" Are you tired?" Tanong niya sakin ng matapos ang tawag.
" Nah , Actua-"
Hindi kona natapos ang gusto kung sabihin sdahil may tumawag nanaman.
"No! Don't let them- Do anything for that- Im not done here- Yes, Ofcourse- Tell them bye, What? Fuck! Tell attoney to block all her accounts unless its her signature and finger prints ! Do It Now!"
Tiningnan ko lang siya naghihintay ng explinasyon. kasi may "HER" akong narinig , Im not assuming pero ang account ko lang namn kasi ang malayang na ho-hold ni Zoren at ng a
lawyer niya.
"What was that?"
"Nothing"
Simpli niyang sagot. But hindi siya ganon ka sinungaling para hindi ko mahalata yun.
" I know, Theres a proble-"
Nag ring yung phone ko and as I look at it " Alice is calling me"
" Hello" sabi ko ng hindi bumibitiw sa titigan namin ni Zoren.
" Girl, may problema alam na ng putang inang pamilya mo ang status mo sa Business word at yang stepsister mo ha! Putang ina yan, Sinabi ba naman sa media na anak ka sa labas actually its all over facebook and the news."
Hindi ako makasagot sa controvesyang narinig ko. This is maybe the reason kung bakit hindi masabi sabi ni Zoren sakin ang mga ito.
" Girl Are you there? pero wag kang mag alala may dumating na extranghero sa showbiz at sinabing kilala ka niya girl nilinis niya ng pangalang mo and guess what lahat ng account mo sa bangko nakaclose its really private that even your parents are nog allowed to open it. Yun lang gusto ko lang e chicka sayo para atleast inform ka habang nagbabakasyon jan. Ilove you bye. Maygagawin pa ako"
Nabunotan ako ng tinik sa panghuling sinabi niya. Pero ang hindi ko matanggap ehy ko para rin naman pala sakin ang mga impormasyon bakit hindi yun sinasabi ni Zoren sakin. Ayaw niya bang malaman ko ang lahat? katulad ba sya nina tita na pinapatira lang ako kasama nila dahil sa pero ng mommy ko? why is it like that!
" Now you answer me! Yun ba ang problema?"
" mag meryenda kana muna, pagod kana sigu-"
" Hindi ako pagud! pwede ba Zoren Sabihin mo please!"
" Oo, Yun ang problema!"
" bakit hindi mo sinabi sakin, problema ko yun!- babalik ako ng manila. Ayaw kung pati ikaw mamroblema sa problema ko."
"No! Walang aalis!"
"Bakit ba?"
yumuko siya at inayus ang pagkaing nasa tapat niya.
"Sagutin mo ko Zoren bakit?"
Tumikhim siya bago ako sinagot "I don't want you to worry again. I can't take to see you hurt because of your damn problem again. Not again Za."
" But thats my mine worry about its not yours!"
He step towards me and pleaded me a kiss in my forehead and gave me a whole hearted deep hug that comfort me this day on,
" Then I take as mine then" he whisper between his hug .
I still don't get why is he doing this but one thing is for sure he has space in my heart that let him to do so. Its grateful to see a real man in you side that take your worst open hand more than you perfections.
"It may give you stress Zoren." I said with a worried tone. My worry is not fake since I am really worried about him taking responsibilities of mine.
" Its better than you shoulder stress. I want you to be stress free. I don't want you hurt again. I Want you feel better."
