Blurry

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I walk the streets alone.

My feelings are oddly honed. 

I condoned it. I didn't try to stop it.

Eventually I cropped it. Soon enough I hopped over it.

Now the road ahead of me is blurry.

The lights ahead of me are only a flurry .

The distance is blurry.

I know I need to hurry.

But why is there a need for rush.

If only my mind would hush.

I see you, and blush.

Only, you are not there.

Why is this happening to me?

It isn't fair.

My happiness is rare.

But do you even care.

I run my hand through my hair.

Not even that can I feel. 

Why am I so numb inside?

Why is my life such a blur?

I know.

Now you love her. Only her.

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