Mr.Wanna Die (KNB)

It hurts

A bluenette walking upstair towards the roof not knowing .

Nobody cares if he.

Dies.

Or.

Bath with his own blood.

For all of them .

His only nothing .

More than a toy.

Everyday he cut in his wrist.

"I wish for you to find all your'e happiness"
-Kuroko Tetsuya-

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Kuroko POV

As I walk towards the roof still can move on in those painful memories.
It's keep repeating like a movie in my mind.
To make my self relieve .
I keep cutting my wrist every day .
I feel so hurt.
Everyone abandoned me .
My heart felt like its been stab me by a million arrow .
My skin is paler too now its like a little blue color or violet.
And there also eye bags in my eyes to.
I never get enough sleep .
Because am afraid that those nightmares will torture me.

"You know tetsuya your useless and we don't need you know."

Why akashi dont want me to play with them again?

My eyes betray me and tears wont stop pouring down my eyes.

" Kuroko your so cling to Aominechii you better stay with him because right know , I don't know you".

Why? Why? Why?
Its that really bad to be so close to the someone you trust.

Midorima tell me why they avoid me please.

"Go away from me Oha-San said that today misfortune one is Aquarius".

Did I do something wrong to them?

"I will crush you when your in my way".

Am tired of all this pain .

I just want to give up and rest in a coffin.

Kuroko seach the roof and then again his heart felt pain and he kneel in the floor in pain .

Flashback

Kuroko remember this okay.

As the mother telling something in his precious son.

Yes mom little blue reply.

We love you no matter what happen always remember that and never give-up okay.

I love you too mom and dad.

Oh ! Am so lucky to have a beautiful and kind wife and a cute son.

Then suddenly something unexpected happen a car lose control and bump to them.

As little blue saw theirs blood everywhere her mother and father never move and blood falling in their head and he block out.

Flashback end

Not that memory again today am going to do it and nothing can stop me . Slowly i stand up and remove my shoes and i look in the sky and smile freely let my self fall in the ground .

Tetsu your only a shadow remember that and no one cares if you dissappear.

The last memory that i remember and i cry so hard and a small smile wear in my face .

As kuroko fell down in the ground a loud impact can hear but everyone is busy and only thinks maybe someone prank them that fall a sack of rice in the roof.

In the end of the class their they saw a student in the ground and not moving.
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I forgot to say that the building is 8 floor in the story and how tragic that his family die in a car accident poor kuroko. I know some of you want update in hyper hibari i will try to update okay so dont be mad.
I love guys hope you like this chapter.

See you soon.