She dropped the rest
She'll always have cigarettes
She brings out the best
She makes me smile and we talk for awhile
We speak at the cafe
Always been that way
You're someone I can speak with
Even though I'm a little bit disturbed
Your compliments hang onto my skull like ribbons and gift wrap
You even listen to me rap and complain but I'm human all the same
Changed the color of your hair because you had to shine
But what's yours is yours
And it helps me find mine
I hope I can find the strength
To make that change
Everyone is a little bit strange
I can make an exchange a return a referral
But I don't want to trade my place for death and a funeral
Because the life I live is good enough to me to live
And I was hesitant on every line
But if someone dropped me a compliment well contrived
I'd pick it up without picking up because words are the cough syrup
I don't need codeine to know I'm clean
I don't need cocaine to tint my brain
I don't need alcohol to make me small
I don't need anything at all
And even though I need not rely on someone else
It's nice to have a nice hi
And always hello
That's my kind of cigarette shelf
Someone that accepts myself
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