The Professor

College

[present]
I was sitting there, observing the classroom.

There he was. He entered the room quietly.

He sees me, and smiles lightly.

He walks up to my seat, as I shiver in erotic fear.

Here he is, standing in front of me.
Softy rubbing my thighs.

He then slowly puts his mouth next to my ear, and whispers,
"You're such a bad student. My only bad student. I'm gonna have to punish you.."

[Past]

"I can't believe you're already going to college! You're so grown up!"
says Aunt Rose as she gently kisses my check while slowly exits the hug.

I smile, blush.
"Oh, I'm so old now!"

Aunt Rose laughs as she runs her hands down my soft hair.
"You're not old, honey! You're only 19!"

I chuckle as I slowly walked away to the kitchen.
I grab a pack of grapes and apple juice as I sit down at the table with Aunt Rose.

"So, how is life?" asked Aunt Rose as she gently grinned.

I sigh and replay with,
"Eh- I mean it's decent."

Aunt Rose muddled her face as she observed the ground in a daze, while thinking.

"Decent? Why not, great!?"
Aunt Rose says as her tone increases.

"I mean, it's not great but not..horrible! Is that..good enough for you, Aunt Rose?"
I say, picking up a grape.

Aunt Rose nods slowly and says,
"Well..okay! At least I'm not hearing anything bad!"
"Because, if I were to hear something not so negative, I'd definitely would try and make you happy!"

I chuckle, "Thank you, Aunt Rose."

"You got any boys on your mind?"
asks Aunt Rose as she twirls her hair gently observing her hair.

I bit my lip.
"No"
I shake my head.

"Alrighty."

The sky, so blue. Walking and walking.
[Buzzes] I check my phone.

Vanessa: hey girl!
Me: sup!!!
Vanessa: y'know nun u????
Me: same, just taking a walk
Vanessa: you didn't bother to invite?!
Me:😂do I have a choice?
Vanessa: yesssss girl!
Me: sorry, I'm almost finished.
Vanessa: alright!
Vanessa: you ready to start college?
Me: noooooi😤😤😑I'm totally nervous!
Vanessa: and I am!!!!!!!😣✌🏻
Me: it shouldn't be so bad😤
Vanessa: DONT JINX HONEY
Me:😂😂😂ightttt

I put my phone in my pocket and close my zipper.
I observe the beautiful afternoon sky.

My legs, numb
I head into my house.

My cat looks up at me as she meows
I go to pet her, gently.
"Missed you!"
I gently whispered.

I head into the kitchen and grab a root beer.
I sigh heavily as I open the kitchen window.

"Some fresh, fucking air! Isn't that right, violet?"
I asked my cat, knowing I get no response.

I hand my cat her bowl and pour her cat food, "there you go, honey."
softly petting her.

I stand up, rub my eyes and open my root beer. I take a sip while looking outside.
"Beautiful day."

I open the back door.
I light my cigarette.
I sigh.

Hours past by.
I'm heading to bed. First day of college, tomorrow.
"Shit!"
I said as a realized I should sleep.

Sleep sleep sleep
Dream dream dream

[alarm]
I startle as I hit my clock.
"Shit!"
[alarm still going]
"God fucking damn!"
I hit my clock harder.
[alarm stops]
I sigh as I stand up and head to the bathroom.

I take a piss, brush my teeth then head downstairs to feed my cat.
I go out for a smoke while shivering.
I head in the shower.
"IM JUST A POOR BOY!!!"
I sing loudly.
"EASY COME, EASY GO!"
"WILL YOU LET ME G-"
I get soap in my eyes.
"FUCKING FUCK!"

I change into my clothes, all comfy and warm.
My heart beats fast.
"Violet, I don't wanna go!"
I say to my cat.

I kiss my cat and go to my car.

I start my car as my pounding headache increases.
"Ugh!"

I start driving. Breathing heavily.
Breathing increases intensely.
"Fuck!"

I turn my radio on a blast Fleetwood Mac.
"SHE IS LIKE A CAT IN THE DARK!"
I sing.
Then humming the rest.

I have my gps on.
I arrive. Worrying.
Fear.
I sigh and head in.

I step out of my car in fear.
I observe the huge building that's right in front.
"God damn it."
I say, under my breath.

I make eye contact with Vanessa, my friend.
Vanessa smiles widely as she rubs over to me, opening her arms for a hug.
We hug.
"Yes! Found you girl!"
says Vanessa as she chuckles.

"I'm so scared for this."
I say as I sigh.

"Well..at least we found each other!"
Vanessa softy says.

I go with Vanessa, into the building.

"Ready for this?" asks Vanessa.

"Nope." I respond, quickly.

I walk into my classroom as I'm of course, late.

Everybody's eyes on me.
My stomach, so sick.

Old lady looks up and me and asks,
"May I- help you?"
The old lady asks awkwardly.

"Y- ye- Yes! Yes ma'am. I'm new."
I say as I stutter.
The old lady gives me a confused, lost look and says, "um, well obviously you're new! This isn't your classroom! We don't have any new students joining this class! But..flattered!"
She says chuckling, awkwardly.
I gulp as I observe her eyes.
"Oh..I- okay. Where do I go then?"
I ask.

She smiles softly, "wherever you need to go! I'm teaching, bye. Nice meeting you, though!"
She slams the door in my face.

"Fucking bitch."
I say under my breath.

I stand there for a moment looking at the door, mad.
"Fucking stupid old hag."
I say, increasing my tone."

"Ar-are you okay?" someone asks.
I turn around.
It's a man. Tall, I'd say 5'10, 5'11.
Wearing glasses, professional looking ones.
"Oh, yeah! I just walked into the wrong classroom and that bi-"

"Professor Lena? Yeah, she's a bitch."
He nods his head.

I chuckle lightly as I blush.
"Yeah, I'm new here."
"So I can tell. I'm Professor Namjoon."
He says, his lonely hands, waiting for a shake back.
I shake his soft hands.
"H-hi I'm Emma.."