(This fanfic is about life after y/n death)
Benji pov.
Benji: I cant believe she is gone mom
B/m: it will get better sweetie I miss her aswell... everyone does
Benji: I just wanna see her beautiful face again
B/m: aww baby she is in a better place now
Benji: yeah I guess
B/m: well u better be going to school
Benji: ok bye mom
B/m: bye honey have a nice day and remember she is watching over u
I miss y/n do much. It's all my fault, I get so many dirty looks as I walk through the halls now, well I understand why.
(Just arrived at school)
Cop: umm hello Benjamin would you please follow me to the princables office
Benji: umm I- ... ok
The cop leads me to the princables office. Many confused stairs glance at me as I walk the hallway
Princable: hello benji please take a seat
Benji: of course umm sorry to ask but why am I here?
Princable: well we just want to ask you some questions about y/n's death
Benji: oh umm ok ..
Princable: so what do u think was the cause of y/n's death
Benji: well she was suffering from depression badly and had anxiety
Princable: ok... do u have anything to do with y/n's death
Benji: well it was the night I broke up with her.
Princable: ok... did she seem upset with the situation
Benji: yes sir
Princable: ok so ur mother said she sent u an email?
Benji: yes... I keep it with me at all times
Princable: can I see?
Benji: yes... ( hands email)
Princable: so she really did love you
Benji: yes
Cop: sorry to interrupt but can we borrow the letter for evidence
Benji: umm... ok
Princable: well thank you for your time Benjamin you may leave
Benji: yea... bye 👋
As I walk out I feel a light tap on my shoulder, I look around and it was Cyrus
Cyrus: what was that about..?
Benji: oh just y/n stuff
Cyrus: oh sorry for your loss bro
Benji: Thanks
(Bell rings)
Cyrus: well gtg see u later
Benji: bye cy
Class went by slowly, I kept getting flashbacks of seeing y/n dead on the floor. It wasn't a nice thought.
As I walked up the stairs two of y/n's old friend approached me. Their names were lacie and charity
Charity: hi ben I'm so sorry
LaCie: yeah it will get better
Benji: Thanks guys it means a lot. Sorry for u guys aswell u were pretty close to her.
Charity: yeah we r just trying to think positive
Benji: yeah same.. well have a nice day
Lacie&charity: yea bye 👋
I grab my lunch and the rest of the day went by fast 💨. As I got home there was a letter on my doorstep. It was noted to my mom so I just took it inside not opening it.
B/m: SWEETIE IM HOME
Benji: oh hi mom
B/m: how was ur day? Did the school question you?
Benji: good and yeah it was pretty awkward but I had to give them the note
B/m: oh ok was it ok?
Benji: well I don't really want to talk about it anymore to be honest
B/m: oh ok Ben we can go over it in the morning or something
Benji: ok sure
B/m: oh yeah by the way we are going to be having dinner at y/n's house tomorrow night to clear things up and to go over what happened at the park.
Benji: oh ok but I feel like really bad because I'm the reason they're daughter died
B/m: STOP THINKING LIKE THAT YOU ARE NOT THE CAUSE OF Y/N'S SUICIDE
Benji: YES I AM MOM IM GUILTY
B/m: look listen. You broke up with her. She had depression and anxiety, it is most probably that
Benji; mom I just feel super guilty and want to make it up to them
B/m: Benji you don't need to look at it this way
Benji: what the way of the truth because that's how I'm thinking
B/m: just go to your room and we can talk over this in the morning ok...
benji: ok ...
