I don't understand

Chapter 2: lazy love

Saturday, sep 13 2014

If we aren't supposed to be together why put him back in my life if you know it causes me pain. I still have strong feelings for him he just doesn't know. He is all I want, all that matters to me. Niya says he ain't worth it but she doesn't understand, she doesn't understand how I feel or how much I love him. She don't know him like I do. I broke up with him cuz he was gonna cheat on me I could see it. I don't know how I could be so insucure or naive. He's basically hers.

He's lost I'm another world. My world is cold an dark. There's no more happiness . I think he's waiting for something to happen but I don't understand how can you love me but be with someone else that's very confusing . That's how I know he only has passion towards me. I love him an all but he is confusing the happiness out of me . I was crying for more than two weeks because of him. I'm starting to give on him. It's not my fault it's his he should understand how I feel😫😿😓