The day that I have loved you

I was different before,
But when you came,
Everything has changed,
In just blink of the eye;

I'm not that pretty,
Nor attractive,
But I feel like one,
You told me your stories,
Even ask for mine;

You never fail to message me,
'Good mornings' and 'Good nights'
Told me you like me,
I told you, 'I like you too'

Suddenly I just saw myself,
Smiling when I think of you,
I don't know why,
But i feel some butterflies in my stomach,

You're sweet and gentle,
Also have a sense of humor,
You're the perfect man,
That every woman wants to have;

But then one day,
When i found out,
That i love you,
And really into you,
You suddenly changed

Your consistency in day one,
Fades away in a quick time,
Everytime became sometimes,
And everyday became seldoms.

I want to question you,
Why you became cold?
Why did you just left me hanging,
When I fallen deeper into you;

Then the idea hit me,
There's a YOU and ME,
But never an US,
I wanted to shout,
But my voice cracked down,
I wanted to run,
But my legs were too fragile,
Hear these words for the last time,

I love you,
But I need to love myself first,
And I will wait for a day,
That i will no longer, yearning for you,
That i will no longer, searching for you,
That i will no longer, Love you.