The What Ifs

WHAT IF #18

MOMMY

6:05 pm

*Activating Voicemail*

Zach: 
Hi MA! Happy Mother's Day. Akala nyo nalimutan ko na Mother's Day ngayon noh? HAHAHAHA. Syempre hindi. LOL. I brought your favorite flowers by the way. I also bought you a some donuts. Favorite mo yun diba? 

Ma... Thank you. Thank you for everything. For all the sacrifices. Lahat ng mga life lessons na tinuro mo sa akin hinding hindi ko iyon malilimutan. You made me the man of who I am today.

Ma, do you know the reason why I've been sending you texts these past few days. Miss na miss na po kasi kita, kaya naisip ko: What if my signal sa langit. What if marecieve nga ni Mama yung mga texts ko. What if nagreply nga siya. What if may mangyari ngang isang himali.

I know it's a childish idea, but uhh... it was the only way I can think of to show you how much I miss you. I miss everything about you Ma. I miss your smile, the glint in your eyes, the warmth of your embrace, your sense of humor,yung boses mo kapag pinapagilatan mo kami, yung mga luto nyo. I really miss your carbonara Ma. Di kasi ganun kagaling magluto si Papa eh HAHAHAHAHA. As for me, inaaral ko pa rin kung paano makuha yung tamang timpla nung sauce. I want it to be perfect, just like yours.

Haaayy. Ang daya mo naman kasi Mama eh. Bakit kasi umalis ka agad? Di mo man lang ako binigyan na chance na magpakilala ng babae sa harap ninyong dalawa ni Papa. LMAO. But I hope you're happy with God right now. I'm sorry dahil ngayon lang ako nakadalaw, and I am sorry for a lot of things. Please forgive me. I hope it's not too late to ask for your forgiveness, kahit na wala ka na sa mundo.

Alam mo Ma. Kung kasama ko lang si Ate Charlotte ngayon... malamang tinatawanan na ako nun kasi nag-iiyak na ako habang nagkikipag-usap sa voice mail. hahahaha

I know that you won't have the chance to listen to this. But...I- I just want to say some few words and.. to make some promises. I promise to be a good man.I'll make you and Papa proud. Na kahit nasa heaven ka na, maipagmamalaki mo pa rin ako dyan. I know that you're always proud of us, I'll make you even prouder.

I love you Ma! Thank you for everything and please guide me in the future. Happy Mother's Day! 
I love you!
I will always be your bunso.

*beep*