Jeongsung: Too Far

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"Ew get away from me!" Joked jeongin laughing lightly as he gently pushed Jisung away. The members burst out laughing as Jisung went to a corner and crouched down.

"Ok ok that's all the time we have so we have to say bye!" Chan spoke as Jisung did crying sound effects.

"Can you for once try to get attention?!?" Seungmin harshly spoke to Jisung after the live ended slamming the door shut. Hyunjin sighed patting his back before chasing after Seungmin. Almost Everyone else did too.

Jisung sat down looking at the black TV. "Hyung are you okay?" Jeongin had asked sitting next to Jisung. "I'm fine kiddo. I need to go. Tell the members I'll be back alright."

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"Nah Changbin hyung shouldn't play he's too short. Let's do Hyunjin verses Woojin." Jisung joked to which everyone agreed following the joke. Changbin was indeed sad because he really wanted to play that game.
When they ended the live things didn't go well.

"Do you really want so much attention you had to outcast Changbin even though he wanted to play!!" Screamed Seungmin. "It's okay Seungmin." Changbin held his arm.

"No it's not!! All he ever does is try to get all the attention!!! Do you want us to pity you or something!" He yelled stepping closer to Jisung who backed away.

"We all worked hard Jisung. You don't deserve all the attention and leave us invisible." Seungmin said tears running down his eyes. Woojin and Chan came to him but he only walked away. "I wish you were the one that was eliminated."

He walked out the dorm and ran out. Everyone followed him. Leaving him alone.

He sighed to himself. He sat on the couch leaning his back on the soft pillow.
"I wish I was eliminated aswell Seungmin. But If change is what you want, change you will have." He whispered.

Jisung sat on the couch phone in his hand. The members walked in making Jisung stand up. "Han Wait." Seungmin spoke. Jisung didn't stop. He turned and smiled and kept walking.

He sighed plopping into bed falling into deep slumber where he had a dream of them growing old together. 'How sad that not every dream comes true.

"Han come down to eat!!" Yelled Chan from the kitchen. It was 6 in the morning already. Han wasn't there. They looked for him everywhere until they gave up. They went to the JYP building where they saw him in the dancing studio dancing. He looked sweaty and every part of his body was soaked running fown his forehead

And Jeongin could swear a tear mixed in. Jeongin has kept an eye on Jisung. Would feed him when he saw him growing way to skinny. He lost his abs which brought the attention of the fans. He started getting body shamed.

They were in a award contest. The boyz got an award and their name was called too.

Han smiles brightly. I mean people saw it that way. Jeongin didn't. He saw the way his mouth was awkwardly positioned. The way his eyes looked dead. He noticed.

Jeongin had it in his guts. To pull Jisung for a hug and tell him he was there. But his gut never forced him to do it. He wished he had.

He wished he pulled Jisung in for a hug when he saw that tired eyes or fake smiled or the way he woke up from a nightmare, drenched in sweat crying. He wished he was there when he heard him crying in the bathroom while everyone was out.

There is so many things Jeongin wished he could have done. But he was too far away. His body was close to Jisung but his mind was somewhere else.

Oh how he wishes he could have hugged that crying boy. But he had wished too late.

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