you said i wasn't just another girl to you, a girl to use
i said you don't care, you said
i swear i do, i swear it's true
so how can you just turn around and block me out
your actions don't reflect the words that left your mouth
i was right to be skeptical
knew it was wrong from the jump and i let you know
but somehow i still couldn't let you go
guess it's not in my blood to be sensible
maybe it was inevitable
wish i didn't have such a sensitive soul
wish it was somethin' that i could control
said i should just pack up and head on the road
but you reassured me that it wasn't like that
said i meant somethin' to you and i liked that
'cause if i knew my worth, i would never speak to you again
if i knew my worth, i wouldn't even want to be friends
oh, no, no, no
'cause if i stopped hittin' you up, then we'd just never talk at all
talk at all
but i'd still drop everything to answer my phone if you called me
but i know you won't
i know, i know, i know you won't, yeah
i thought you cared, you don't
i know, i know, i know you don't, yeah
i've never known how it feels to be liked back
i know, i know, i know you won't, yeah
oh, no
i know, i know, i know you don't, yeah
maybe that's why i keep on runnin' right back
so here i go again, makin' up some dumb excuses
don't know why i keep forgivin' you, i must be fuckin' stupid
promise one day you gon' realize how much you're fuckin' losin'
and i won't care
i've been talkin' to your brother, he said that you found another girl
hope she's everything i wasn't, i'm just from another world
so i'ma stay there
'cause it's safe there
in my purple world
i live in a purple world
lavender highs and violet lows
i started seeing purple all around me, everywhere i go
it once was just a pretty color, and then it reminded me of you
now it reminds me of something much bigger
of the things that i can do
a fresh start, a new beginning
a strong vibration, a light beaming
in everything that i keep seeing
in a purple world, a purple feeling
