Dunno what I've done I don't feel the same,
I stopped smoking so I can feel the pain,
I can't explain I've got need to change,
Mary Jane she's in my brain,
I can't retain my sanity,
For me there is no gravity,
Reality it baffles me,
And I'm struggling to keep my morality,
What's right and wrong when I hit the bong,
Gotta fight be strong and resist the wrong,
When I'm gone I feel encapsulated,
Nothing matters my mishaps are faded,
I can't take it anymore,
What I need is not draw,
Meditation and not medication,
J cole was right but I ignored,
But I didn't listen,
So I went on hitting every herb I'm never quitting,
Fibbing to myself to help my guilt emitting,
I need to stop submitting but I can't find the strength,
It's hard to quit when one spliff will put my problems on the bench,
Smoking floating saying I'm coping,
Toking coasting while everything broken,
Uncoating a mess now I'm depressed,
If only I'd accept life's bitter stress,
Is this as good as it gets?
SOS I'm in distress,
Unless success can help address,
The things inside that I compress,
Nevertheless,
I'm better than this,
I'm fed up obsessed,
With smoking digest,
What I've expressed,
It might apply to you unless,
You're okay with feeling less,
Cos this life that we have been given ain't some game of fucking chess
It's okay to smoke don't misunderstand,
Not everyday or it's out of hand,
The habit runs ravid you better make a stand,
Don't let the weed smoke you be a man,
Face up to your mistakes embrace life's race,
Don't be left in my place I felt like a waste,
I chased and chased erased my grace,
Reality wasn't quite too my taste,
At first it got worse when my dog died,
I thought I was cursed every night I cried,
Then I lost the girl who was by my side,
So I smoked and smoked to keep myself alive,
Couldn't eat nor sleep not if I tried,
I thought it would better if I had died,
But it turned out I weren't right,
Look here I am breathing proceeding the fight,
Just hope I don't repeat it by heating a pipe,
Decreasing the reason and feeding the guy,
The monster that lives right deep inside,
He's a thief and he's leaving tonight,
Misleading I don't need him alright,
Nor do I need all this weed in my life,
I just need some advice
