To my Parents

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This is a bit of a filler chapter sorry. (Questo è un po 'di un capitolo di riempimento mi dispiace)😜

Rin P.O.V 

"Hey, Bon," I asked out of the blue. He was sat in the fancy spinny chair up to the desk as i was layed on the bed. "Whats your favourite song??" 

He leaned back in the swirly chair and thought for a moment.

"To my parents, i think." 

"I know that Song!!!" i grabbed my phone and found the song in my playlist above my favourite 'lost boy'

(Play now plzz)

I'm sorry mum and dad, I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mum and dad, for all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together,
But I didn't. 

1993, you gave birth to me
Sweet little baby girl
Had the world in my feet
Before I could even stand

Cradle me in your right and left hand
Precious bundle of unmade plans
Hopes and dreams of bigger things

A bright future so it seemed
But that light grew a little less bright
As I grew and we began to fight

When I was 13, I was so damn mean
Running away, had nothing more to say
Than I hate you
But that's not true now
I just don't, I just don't know how to say

I'm sorry mum and dad, I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mum and dad, for all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together,
But I didn't

You never talk about to your friends
Because you must be so embarrassed
I dropped out of college without any plans
Moved back home I couldn't even pay rent
I was living on your couch trying to figure it out
Putting myself up and tearing myself down

I'm sorry mum and dad, I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mum and dad, for all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together,
But I didn't

I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you, that house upon the hill
Or take care of all your medical bills
I know I didn't make you proud
I should've been someone by now
But I never figured out how

Ryuji was crying by now. so silently i almost didn't notice.

I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you, that house upon the hill

Or take care of all your medical bills I know I didn't make you proud

I should've been someone by now
But I never figured out how
I'm sorry mum and dad, I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mum and dad, for all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together,

I'm sorry mum and dad, I know I messed up bad

I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mum and dad, for all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together,
But I didn't

Sincerely your daughter

OmG i'm actually really proud, this is one of my favourite songs and i was listening to it whilst trying to find a song to do this with. Then it came to the 1993 part, and i wondered 'what year was Bon born' ya bitch found out it was 1993!! bc the manga came out in 2009 and ryuji was 16 2009-16= 1993. so yh.

-Mystigen

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