Broken

Chapter 40

"I just can't anymore," I sobbed to myself as i leaned on a tree. I fleed from River last night after he had beaten me up. I was lucky to escape because i honestly believe he would of killed me. I got drunk last night and now this killer hang over is upon me. why did i have to stay for him? Now i can never leave...

"Riley!" I heard River yell. Fuck! I should-

"Owwww!" I yelled as river pull my hair and dragged me back to that hell hole we call home.

"River stop please let me-"

"Shut the fuck up Riley. Your lucky i don't hurt you," He roared as we entered the house he through me on the floor.

"Your worthless and ugly as fuck. No one in their right mind would ever like you," He snickered and looked at me with disgust. I've grown to believe those words now and it's another reason why i can't leave river because no one would want me. I've just realized how much I truly do like Nathan but then again their are a bunch of girls after him. I'll never be able to conpete... shit I was never in the competition.

"Just look at worthless you've become. I'm doing you a favor in still being with you," he taunted. I had no more fight in me what so ever. I can't even argue or defend myself. River has broken my tough attitude. Who will ever love someone as broken as me. I can't even turn to zoella.  No one has bothered to even ask about me. Nathan hasn't even texted me back after that night at the party we went to without zoella. He was too busy dancing with other girls. He didn't even notice river dragging me away. I was hoping he would save me but he didn't.  No one did. No one will ever save me for i am ruined and doomed to live a sad life...

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Sorry short chapter and I know I haven't updated but it's because I usually update on my phone and it was broken for a while and I barely got a new one. Please forgive me for taking so long.