"I hate being in love with you" Cameron dallas fanfic

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•Alice's POV•

"No no! I promise I'm not"I said answering Cams question
"So Why'd you want to talk about that"Cam said
"I was just curious"I said
"So can I ask you something"He said
"Yeah..what"I said
He slid very close to me
"Do you really love Tyler"He said
"Really Cam"I said looking away
He grabbed my face and made me look at him,then he leanded it and started kissing me slowly

I got on top of him,he grabbed my hips..He pulled away
"Do you really want to marry Tyler"He whispered
"Cameron"I said
"Answer the question"He said
"Uh I.....I dont know maybe"I said
"That doesnt sound so convincing"He said

To make him shut up I kissed him. And that turned into more. This time it was actual sex. I didnt mean to I just couldn't help it
He pulled out and sat back
We got dressed and sat there in silence

"Well"He said
"That was great"I said
He laughed
"Yeah it was"He said
"Now what"I said
"Should we go to your moms house?"He said
"I want more alone time with you"I said
"Hotel room?"He said
"I didnt bring any money"I said
"Its on me"He said
"Fine"I said
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After we did it a few times we laid there holding eachother
He was on his phone
"Hey look.Niki posted"He said
I looked at his phone and it was a long post saying she was sorry  and that everyone is cool and blah blah

"Oh good"I said
He looked at me dead in the eye and said"I love you,Alice"
"I ugh"I said getting out of his arms and moved over
"Well I do"He said
"I know"I said
"So you're just not gonna say it back"He said
"Ok lets make a deal"I said sitting up

"We'll fuck all we want then as soon as Im married we stop. I cant be someone's wife and have an affair"I said
"Cheating on your boyfriend isnt good either"He said
"Fine then we'll stop completely"I said and tried to get out of bed
"No no!"He said and grabbed me and pulled me close
Right when we started kissing my phone started ringing
"Ignore it"I said and got ontop him
It stopped ringing and rang again
"Just answer it"He said
I sighed,got off him and got the phone
It was Niki

A- Yeah?

Niki- dude where are you

A-  Uhh at some hotel

Niki- why? Why not stay here

A- Nik,If Ty asks I stayed the night with yall

Niki- seriously Alice!

A- I'm sorry just please dont let Ty find out!

She hung up
I got my shirt and shorts on and laid down
"You alright"Cam said
"Yeah"I said
He got on top of me
"Is there anything you wanna talk about"He said. I started playing with his hair
"No"I said
"There's something on your mind..what is it"He said
"Im just tired,ok"I said
"Its only 11"He said
"Barely"I said
"We can do more"He said while lifting my shirt
"Ooh!"I said
"What!"He said
"I have some lyrics from my new song!"I said
I got off the bed and went to my backpack
Cam got up and got some clothes on

"Do you always bring your song book with you wherever you go"He said
"Yep"I said
I was on the floor so he came and sat by me
"Can I hear some of it?"He asked
"Nope"I said
"Aw man come on!"He and tried to grab my book
"No!"I said
I got up and went toward the bathroom door
"Please baby I wanna see!"He said following me and grabbed me from behind
I laughed"NOO"I said
I went to the bed,he grabbed my book
"Cam!"I said
He set my book on the chair and started kissing me and put me on the bed
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*The next day*

"Should we order some food?"Cam asked
"Yeah!"I said
"Alright I'll call it in"He said
I got out of bed pain went through both of my legs
"Oow!"I said
"What you ok!"He said
"My legs are so sore"I said
He got up"oow! Me too"He said
"Thanks alot"I said laughing
He laughed too
I tried my best to walk to the bathroom. Gosh it hurt so bad
I heard Cam laugh at me
"Oh hush!"I said

I brushed my teeth and looked in the mirror
Oh no,I havent been on birth control  in a while and neither Cam or Ty used anything. And they both came in me...
I guess I was taking a while cause Cameron came in

"Is everything alright"He said
"No..Cam..I haven't been on birth control"I said
His eyes widned
"Oh shoot.. and I...well if something happens then thats a sign I meant for you"He said and hugged me from behind

"Seriously Cam"I said and turned toward him"This is a big deal..Tyler wanted to start trying for a baby so we uh ya know did it with no protection and now so did we...plus I do not want to be a mom right now"I said
"Yall are trying?"He asked
"Is that really all you're concerd about?!"I said
"Ok Alice...If you get pregnant and its mine,I'll 100 percent be there for you"He said
"You will?"I said
"Yes Al,I love you and I want that life with you so if it happened i'd be the happiest man ever"He said
"Thanks Cam"I said and hugged him

"So what should we do after breakfast"He said
"Honestly I need to get back to La cause I have to meet with Gustavo to work on my music"I said
"Oh fun,It should be here soon"He said
"Alright well Im gonna go to the lobby real quick to get that special wine"I said
"Alright"He said

I went down the lobby and before I could reach the front desk i saw  My mom and Gina
I quickly ran and went to the elevators,it wasnt opening and they started to come my way,so I went to the stairs and ran up them
I walked in the room way out of breath

"Al are you ok?!"Cam said
"Yeah I just ran up 4 flights of stairs"I said
"Why"He said
"I saw our moms in the lobby!"I said
"Oh no why would they be here?!"He said
"I dont know but we need a plan..I have an Idea"I said....

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Publish Date: June 3rd

Word Count:1151