🌸 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞🌸{𝐲𝐳𝐲.𝐟𝐟} [𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐓 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓!]

(28) Lenna's depression

(A/N: yes that's Xinie right there haha, anyways creds to @he.xin_longg on instagram)

Lenna's POV:

I went out of the bathroom and dressed up, and got my phone out to call my parents so I could tell them that audition is near.

I haven't told them that I was gonna audition so this is really making me nervous.

(A/N: bold: Lenna.     Italic: mom of Lenna.         Underlined: dad of Lenna)

"Mom, dad, I have to tell you something..."

"What is it honey?"

"Whhaaatttttyeeevvvvvveeeeerrrrrrrrr jusssttttt g-gggoooo to thheeeeeweeeerjsjxneixb point!"

"Have you been drinking again?!?!?!"

"I dont caaarreeeee of what yoouuuuuuu sayyyyy no MORE!"

"MOM DAD!"

"Yes honey?"

"I am gonna audition at Mingrui's company."

"WHAAAATTTTTT DID U SAYYYYYYYYYYYYY"

"Ano? Di mo naman sinabi yan dati at sasali ka ngayon? Sira ka ba ng ulo? May mall business pa ikaw dito at ikaw pa yung manager! At ang pangit at napakadumi mo naman eh, paano ka makakasali niyan?!" (What? You didn't tell us that you wanted to join and suddenly you wanted to? Are you crazy? You still have a mall business here and you are the manager! And you are too ugly and dirty, how are you gonna join?!)

"Hoy gusto mong ipapatay nanaman kitaaaaaaaaa? Baaawaaaalll! Angggg pangit mo, SIGGGUURRAADDONNGGG HINDIIII KA MASASAAAALLIII NIYAN!" (Do you want me to let you kill someone again? You're not allowed to join! You're too ugly so I'm sure you couldn't get in!)

I quickly ended the call after that. I didn't say my goodbyes but I didn't care anymore. It hurted me, they are MY OWN PARENTS! It really hurts because they called me disgusting... and now I killed someone who's bestfriend is Xinlong!

I'm a monster. I can't do this.

Third person POV:

Lenna went to get the cutter she had kept from her pocket before, and she tried to cut herself, she was hesitant to do it because she knew it was a sin. But she couldn't take the pain anymore, so she was about to but before she could, Someone came inside the room.

Xinlong's POV:

I was still with the people and we were talking about the movie but then I suddenly got really worried for Lenna.

"Mingrui, where's Lenna?" I asked worriedly

"She's upstairs in both of your rooms." He replies and I quickly get up from the couch and ran going to the room.

But then...

"NO DON'T DO IT!" I shouted and quickly went to her and got the cutter off her hand,put it on my pocket, and I could see that she was embarassed and she's also crying right now

I sat beside her on our bed, and hugged her first before saying anything, and the Twice members came by the door same with Boystory and Tarah, but I signaled them that they would go back outside and they nodded, closing the door. I guess they heard my shout.

She cries on my shoulder, and hugged me back too. It hurts me seeing her cry

"Why? Why were you doing that?!" I asked her concerned

"I- uhhh.... umm" she couldn't answer and she also wipe her tears away, but I went to the tiny table we had and got some tissue and gave it to her

"감사..." (thanks) she said and took the tissue out of my hands, and I nodded then sat down back next to her and I observed her

"Are you... depressed?" I asked

"I d-d-don't know.." she replies like she was sick and it really hurts me

"Why were you doing that?!" I asked one more time and she calmed down from her crying a bit

"I... can't t-tell you t-the r-reason Xinie... I'm sorry..." she says and hugs me for 2 seconds and gets out of the room

Tarah's POV:

I hope Lenna's okay, I feel really worried for her.

"I reallyyyyy hope she's okay. What happened anyways?" I asked them

"I don't know but I saw a cutter on Xinlong ge's hands." Shuyang replies

Oh no....

After that, we saw Lenna coming out of their room. Her eyes were red and she was walking really slowly...

"Lenna are you okay??" Jihyo unnie asks

"Hey what happened?" Jeongyeon asks, concerned

"Lenna if you have any problems please tell us, especially me." Dahyun unnie says and Lenna looks at all of us then nods to them, then coldly sits down on the couch then uses her phone

We could see that Mingrui stood up and went behind her then waved at us to signal us, We look at Mingrui then he signs us to give her space quietly and sits back down on the carpet.

We all understood that she needed space so we decided to go to sleep now. We all stood up and we went slowly going to our rooms. I didn't see Xinlong yet.

"Where's Xinlong?" I whispered to Zeyu

"I don't know but I guess he's still in the room thinking. I saw the door open a bit while ago" he whispers back and I nod and we went inside our room

"What did Lenna tell you?" He asks me and layed down on the bed with me and we shared blankets since we had to...

"I can't tell you... I'm really sorry but I kept a promise and I don't wanna break it" I reply and he turns to me

"I understand." He says then just looks at me like I was something, just staring at me really uncomfortably

"Hey Zeyu it's reallyyyyyyyy uncomfortable for you to stare at me like that" I say then he doesn't stop

"You know that we accidentaly kissed but didn't even wanna move but when I just stare at you like this, it's already uncomfortable for you. So you want another kiss to feel comfortable?" Zeyu asks then smirks

Oh fuck.

"N-no what t-the hell..." I say and I could feel my cheeks. Shit.

"Sooooooooo you don't wannnaaaaaaaa?" Zeyu says and goes near me then smirks even more. Shit I blush even harder now!

"S-stopppp" I say jokingly but he doesn't stop staring at me, he just stares at me and smiles

"Okay, princess." He says, and went back to his position then turns at the other side

Princess...?