Salvation through Love

Charice ' life

Come on Cha ! para naman tayo nyang walang pinagsamahan ehhh ! that was my kuya Sam encouraging me to shut my mouth about his mess .
Kuya naman ehhhh ang ingay , wala pa naman akong binibitawang salita I complain already because his already diaturbing me . So do I have to wait for your mouth to unzip--
His statement stop when I inserted .incentives? I asked what??? he asked questioningly well your incentives would be the assurance of my loyalty to you my dear kuya I said flashing a sarcasmic smile . Okay what do you want? He surrenderingly asked . Maayos ka naman pala kausap ehhh I teased . Spill now Charice ! He demandingly ordered . Okay buy me 5 wattpad books I said with confidence . Are you dead serious that was so expensive ! come on kuya why always make a mess when you cant pay the depth? I sarcastically asked raising an eyebrow . Okay fine just shut your mouth okay ? . Okay kuya . after that he left and if your all curious what mess kuya sam did ? He got on trouble with fraternity defending his bitchy girlfriend well iI really dont like her . She is pretty and rich like us but something on her I really dont like . and while I am here inside my room reading another book someone knock at the door . Cha? chacha? . Yes my? i replied . Someone wants to talk to you dear , do you expect visitor? no mom but ill be there in 10 I said then prepare myself Its saturday so im not expecting someone today . pagkababa ko galing sa kwarto sinalubong ako ng matatamis na ngiti ni Jordan my friend' s friend . Oh ? what brought you here ? I asked filling his glass with juice . Uhh pasensya na naistorbo ko ba ang pamamahinga mo? aayain lang sana kitang lumabas kung pwede ka? and while he is talking someone text i stare at him first giving him a can i reply the sender first? and he just nod . After i reply the sender which was kuya Sam I face him and slowly and hesitatedly speak of my say about his invitation . Uhm Jordan I am so sorry my brother just text me and he is inviting me to buy books , Maybe next time Jordan? . He looks so depressed with my rejection but for me its kind of natural because i reject not just a guy but many more because for me it is still puppy love like Hello? were still in 3rd year in High school ignorant of the word maturity and responsibility .
after that He face the floor like someone is cheering Him from their and to my surprise he still face me with a flashy smile ,okay Ill wait with your next time Cha . He said hopefully . Okay then Ill leave , Samuel is waiting for you , you should prepare now . And that he leave . Jordan is not a just a schoolmate but a friend maybe? still his attraction unto female is bad because he is tolerating it . Well after he leave I qiickly prepare myself because my brother is so short tempered ayaw na ayaw nyang pinsghihintay but unfortunately he has a sister who do so slow . After I prepare nagpahatid na ako sa driver namin sa Robinsons Mas maliit kase tong mall na to and kuya hate to roam around a big spaces. When I already saw kuya I walk fast to go near him . Hey ! I said to seek his Attention whose caught by those female teenagers wearing a clothes with so much revelation . I hate them . Kuya isusumbong kita kay bitch . I said , and their he is already looking at me . Stop calling her female dog Cha . You cant say what I want to . Then pumasok na kami sa loob ng National Bookstore . Ano ba kaseng klase ng libro ang gusto mo? stop asking kuya I am already here to choose . I am now giving you your incentives just . . . Keep your mouth shut or else . . He warned me this thing really kills me , being kuya on trouble is never been new and he doesnt care with it before . But now his surely afraid that daddy and mommy might know , Why kuya? why so afraid?. stop drooling little red riding hood . He refer to me . Shut up kuya ! ! . Tss . . Are you done ? choosing books youre going to buy with MY MONEY ? emphasizing his money na galing lang dIn naman sa bangko ni daddy . Haysss kuya ko . and because it is already 11:48 am he asked me to eat in jollibee the only available food chain insidE the mall .
Anong sayo ? tanong nya . Jolly spaghetti with fries na lang kuys I said with smile then continue giving attention with my phone . Ellaine my friend asked why did i reject Jordan's invitation so i told her the truth that kuya invited me too . who' s your texting too Charice? kuya asked full of authority . Ellaine kuya just asking why am i not with jordan . pagkasabi ko nun naningkit ang mga maaamong mata ni kuya sa sinabi ko . So , may lakad pala kayo ? tanong ni kuya while his attention is on his food . Not really, Kuya kanina kase nagpunta kase sya kaninang umaga nag aaya na lumabas daw muna but i refused kase on time lang na nagtext ka. then after that katahimikan ang naghari sa amin . Nililigawan ka ba nun ? kuya asked . Nope , he just want to befriend me . At ulit few minutes silence eats us . Nung pauwe na kami eh buti na lang dala ni kuya yung sasakyan nya , pinauwe ko pa naman yung driver namin . And during our trip eh walang nagsasalita sa amin which was new for me kase usually pag kami ang magkasama eh mas maingay pa kami sa disco bar .

Cha? we were now 10 mins. on the trip nang first time ni kuya basagin ang katahimikan and sa pagtawag nya ng pangalan ko agad akong lumingon while sya naman nakaharap pa rin sa kalsada . kuya? sagot ko it takes few seconds bago sya ulit nagsalita .
What if Mommy and Daddy broke up? My breath skip a beat sa tanong ni kuya .
Can i really live with a broken family? i cant imagine . I cant imagine myself living with another family .
because all i have is them.
i live for 15 years and never popped in my mind that it would possibly happen because mom and dad were good . and in that realization i look at kuya with eyes full of queries .
Why you asked kuya? I asked curiously .
Cha , we can never tell the flow of the things . When the water falls we can never tell where it falls until it happen .