Hey Future Doctor

67

05/25/19

1:03 am

Czaria:
Tama na. Itigil na natin. Kung ano man to.

Brent:
What do you mean?

Czaria:
Stop courting me. Itigil na natin.

Czaria:
Im not gonna be someone's second best. Not again.

Brent:
It's not like that Czari. U arent my second best. Please dont think like that.

Czaria:
The fact that you were confused because you kissed her back when she kissed you, speaks a lot Escaño.

Czaria:
You wouldn't be confused if you dont have feelings for her anymore.

Czaria:
If its really true that she's part of the past now, you couldve pushed her the moment she kissed you. But no. You kissed her back.

Brent:
I dont have feelings for her anymore Czari. I already talked to her. I told her it was really over.

Brent:
I dont know what I was thinking when I kissed her back. That's y i got confused. Coz I know I dont feel anything towards her anymore. Maybe because it's like seeing her for the very first time after she hurt me. I got overwhelmed. I know its on me, im a total ass for doing this to u. But those 6 days without talking to u, I realized, I dont wanna lose u Czari. 😞 Please forgive me.

Czaria:
Baka naguguluhan ka lang ulit. 🙂 Siyempre ako nakasama mo for the past weeks. So baka akala mo gusto mo na ako. When all along it was her. It's still her.

Brent:
No. It's u Czari. It's u. I know that too well now.

Czaria:
If you're having second thoughts between me and her. Do not choose me Brent. Kasi kung ako talaga. You wouldn't be confused. Kung ako talaga, hindi nangyari yon.

Brent:
I know I made a mistake. But it's really u Czari.

Czaria:
Tama na Brent. Wag mo na lang ako lalong saktan. I had enough.

Czaria:
Lets just end this. From now on, you are no longer courting me.

Czaria:
Let's pretend we never met. Thanks for the memories. And thank you for the lesson.

Czaria:
Damn you for making me feel that once again, I wasnt really enough to make someone stay. I get it now. 🙂

Brent:
No. Czari. Please. Be mad at me. Yell at me or anything u wanna do. Just not this Czari. 😞

Czaria:
Tama na. You've already hurt me more than I can imagine.

Czaria:
Putangina lang kasi wala naman akong ginawa sa'yo. Pero ganito pa rin nangyari.

Czaria:
Kaya tama na please. Kung may natitira ka pang pake para sakin. Stop. Please. Just stop.

Czaria:
Tama na. Pagod na pagod na akong patunayan sa mga lalaki na I can be that girl. Yung babaeng hindi ipagpapalit. Yung babaeng hindi sinasaktan. But end up failing. All the damn time.

Brent:
Please do not think that way Czari. Its not about u. Its my fault. Ako lang may kasalanan kung bakit naging ganito. There's nothing wrong about u.

Brent:
I kept saying that I dont wanna mess this up but look at what I did. Im so sorry. I hope u can forgive me.

Czaria:
I will forgive you. But not now. Im too mad. And hurt to do that.

Brent:
But this doesnt mean that I dont like u anymore.

Czaria:
Wala na akong pakealam. I just dont want to get hurt anymore. Im tired of being the girl who boys always took for granted.

Czaria:
So let's just stop.

Czaria:
For all it's worth. You can stop pretending you're on my side now. I'll fight for me. 🙂

Brent:
I dont wanna lose u.

Czaria:
Sana naisip mo yan bago mo ginawa yung mga bagay na ginawa mo. Kaso wala eh. Ginago mo ako.

Czaria:
Kilala mo naman ako diba. I already told you. I can be very forgiving. But when it's past my limit. I cant forgive and forget.

Brent:
I hate myself for doing this to u.

Czaria:
You should be

Czaria:
Good bye Brent. Thank you for almost caring. Thank you for almost being that someone I thought I can trust. Almost.

Brent:
This isnt goodbye for me Czari.

Czaria:
This is good bye Brent. Just stop.

Brent:
No this isnt Czari.

Czaria:
Hindi lang talaga ako enough.

Brent:
U r enough Czari.

Czaria:
Tell that to Leilana.

Brent:
😞😞😞

Read 2:01 am.

Brent:
I'll make things right Czari.

Czaria:
Tama na. Pagod na ako.

Brent:
If u r tired, then let me be the one to fight for this.

Read 2:04 am.

Czaria:
Do me a favor. Just fucking stop this all.

Brent:
That I cannot do Czari.