Darky hours
Bleeding hearts
Blood shot eyes
I cried last night
My eyes tired
Need a rest
But the heart pound fast
"I tried but I can't sleep!"
Water from my eyes
Freely fall
But I ain't crying
"Dude! I swear!"
"I.. I ain't crying"
Struggle for existence
While me here questioning
Why do I even exist?
Survival of the fittest
But I..
I don't really fit here
Am I defying the nature's laws..?
Haha
It isn't a nature's law
It's just the theory of a sick dude
Named Darwin,right?
I don't know
I'm drowning
On my self doubt
I don't actually care..
I followed my heart
Came again to the start
All the bleeding and hurting..
Took me over
Again..
"Maybe you should try
changing your paths"
...you think I never tried it?
Heh
I changed my paths
Feeling lost
And..
Being strained is better
Than feeling empty
I missed my tracks
Needed some help
"Would you do me a favour
of breaking my heart?"
I remember the longing
For hugs and pats
I give you here
I wish...
I just wish
They were all real
Pfft lemme laugh at myself
YOU ARE READING
The Clown Behind The Mask
PoetryThese are words inside my head I wanna cry out loud... call them poems I don't really care All I see were my tears so far Do you get it? may be not don't worry it's not your fault I couldn't sleep at night I'm cold My heart won't stop pounding, h...
