lost (boyf riends)

Michael in the bathroom

Michael

"Get out of the way loser"

The words kept ringing in my head the rest of the arguement was a blur the squip was off

My best friend of 12 years just called me a loser he's not the Jeremy i grew up knowing this is not him

I jump out of the window and run to my house i know what has to be done ive been doing this for years

A couple more of cuts won't hurt anything besidea my skin but the pain is enjoyable

I burst through the door ignoring my homophobic dad's comment on pathetic i look

I run down to the basement or basically my room i mean i have a bed in here and run into the bathroom

I lock the bathroom door and grab my blade I press the blade against my skin and quickly slice

It burns and god I love the feeling I start cutting more untill i lose control there's blood everywhere

I just stare at the mess lazily and uncaring I sigh and grab a cloth i rinse in water and clean up everything including my arm

I walk over to the couch i was about to just chill and listen to music but my dad burst open the door

"MICHAEL GET YOUR ASS OVER HEERE" he says walking down the stairs

I groan and walk over knowing I have to and unsurprisingly hes drunk with a empty beer bottle in hand

He slaps me laughing

"Wow im suprised you didn't drown yourself in pills down heere god when are you just going to die" he spats out

He shoves met against of the wall

"Your so fucking light but you look so fat and disgusting keep starving yourself and wait untill it works like ever will you will forever be ugly" he says while kicking me

He lifts up my sleeves and breaks the empty bottle onto my arms glass shards piercing into my skin

I just look at my arms unamused I'm so used to that it doesn't even hurt me he gives me one last shove beforw stumbling up the stairs

I roll my eyes well better clean this glass

~time skip~

After cleaning up i can't help but laugh my so called father will probably die in a short 3 years

He consumes achohal everyday and large amounts karma will slap him back even though i deserve the pain

Karmas a bitch

~time skip to after the play~

Im in the hospital watching jeremy and Christine talk they are both a blushing mess and they hug eachother

I frown but when he runs back to me i quickly put on a fake smile

"She said yes! She said yes Michael!"

I pat him on the back

"Congrats bro you have the girl of your dreams!"

He turns into a blushing mess

"Want to come over?" Jeremy asks me

"Yeah sure! Ive missed play aotd with you"

"Honestly me to im so so sorry mixhael" he said hugging me his voice filling with guilt

"Its fine it was the squip not you you've already apologized a million times im fine" I lied about the im fine part but i still forgive him how can you not He's adorable

He smiles guilt still covering his face he grabs my hand I feel a blush coat my cheeks and we run to my pt cruiser

I blasted heathers and we both sang along god i missed this boy

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Thanks for Reading this i love this ship so much making the next chapter soon
                          Sincerely me with a coma after sincerely😁💄🐾