I am now emotionally empty

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Today: 06/14-15/19

Well I got in an extremely bad fight with my mom (but it's ok she's not abusive) today (14th) and she took my phone, and then she left the house and I thought 'Hey, I have hated myself and thought about suicide enough that I deserve to die, why not just do it?' And then I went to my kitchen and literally had the pills in my hand, but then I thought 'Ugh, you know what? Why don't I just cut?' So I just did that. I went to work then and then I got my phone back. In my entire life, I have never cried as much as I have today.

❤️Nat

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