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They have a nightmare about you dying

⚠️ WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE⚠️

(In their POV)

John-
"Amanda please don't do this...." She pleaded, the gun pointed towards the top of her forehead, Amanda holding it.

"Amanda...You don't want to do this!" I know she'll listen to me, she has to.

"Yes I do! She's just like him! Her brother! She's far to young for you she's just using you so me, Mark, Logan and you end up in a jail cell!"

"Please no I'd never-"The words fell from her lips as the apprentice I had high hopes for pulled the trigger. This can't be happening.

My eyes spread wide open-thank god it was just a dream? Or was it?

My hand feels warm. I can tell she's beside me-Amanda would never do that. Now I can sleep knowing an innocent life hasn't been taken.

Amanda-
I walked into the room that me and Y/N share, I freeze.
"Y/N w-what are you doing?!" She's pointing a  gun at me.
She smirks, "you can't be THAT stupid, can you Mandy. I mean, you were stupid enough to get hooked onto drugs and self harm when you claimed that you 'appreciate your life'." She laughs. What's wrong with her? She wouldn't say this!

"W-Where did you get t-that?"

"Trap devices warehouse. Where do you think?! Jill was right, you really are a lost soul just like Jill said. Mark was right you really are pathetic. You kill your test subjects. You give them no chance. Like Adam for example."She spat.

"Y/N please..."

"I never loved you. Goodbye Amanda." Her fingers were half way to the trigger

I closed my eyes. Wait.

" Y/N THEY PUT IT BACKWARDS!!!!" I screamed. I felt blood splatter onto my cheeks. It wasn't mine.

"Oh god no Y/N..."

I jolted up, turned on the light and smacked Y/N awake with my pillow.

"Mandy what the fuck!?!?!"

"Don't you dare die on me again Y/N Hoffman!"

"Heh, bad dream?"

I gave no reply, she already knew.

".....Y/N?"
"Hm?"
"Do you love me?"
"You know I do."

Mark-
"Y/N Tuck, you have kidnapped the innocent,tortured them to their death and covered it up numerous times."

"No! I didn't do anything wrong please!"

"Silence! This court sentences you to 5 years on Death Row."

"Y/N NO!" I screamed out and she looked at me, tears staining her beautiful face and her eyes red and puffy.

"Mark...." She faintly whispered

"Take her down."

"NO!!!!!!!!"
She's gone. Just like Angelica. She's going to die.

"Mark!"
"Mark!"
"Mark!"
I'm shaken awake and a voice calls out to me.

"Mark are you ok?"
"Y/N!" I tackled her in a bear hug, and I'm not letting her go.
She didn't question me. And I didn't want her to.
"I love you."
"I love you too."

Lawrence-
I have this dream almost every night. About how she didn't survive that Bathroom Trap. I went back in and she's bones....beside Adam's. Tonight's one of those nights.

"Baby....I'm fine come here."
"I just....Don't want to loose you. You're the most important thing in my world right now....Except for Diana of course."
She giggles.
"You better keep that giggle."
"Don't worry, this giggle's staying with you." She rolls her eyes at me.