I'm back into that dark abyss, not knowing if I can get out this time.
My heart aches but ten times worse now.
Can anyone hear me?
The voices in my head scream at me telling me to end my life already.
Have I gone mad? Have I lost everything?
Does anyone hear me when I cry out?
Do you see my scars when I forget to hide them?
I'm lost, I have no one to turn to but the voices in my head.
The voices keep screaming telling me to end it all, they know I'm not happy.
The pressure is getting to me just want to listen.
Its so dark in this abyss, not one ounce of light shines through.
I don't know what to do, the demons are circling around me telling me to stay.
Should I keep running or sit and stay?
Does anyone notice that I'm gone?
Does anyone care if I end my life?
I'm always a disappointment never once made anyone proud of me.
Maybe if I sit here and wait someone will rescue me from this horrible place.
I'll let the demons poke and stab me with their spears till I can't feel them.
