Why do the good people always die? maybe the good people wanted to die. Why wouldn't they though? they don't deserve this no one does. They do say assholes live forever. I just wish they had more time, I wish they experienced love, started a family, maybe even a chance at happiness. I stay in the game because I believe there's a good outcome. I still haven't seen it. But we don't always have to see it to believe it right? I just want everything to slow down, but It's not like I can pause the world until I get myself together. I just can't breathe. There's always breathing against my back, or looking over me. It's like being judged all the time. I hate the feeling. I just wanna go back to when I could be Myslef. I have to be someone I'm not to be accepted. I don't wanna be this person.
