𝕱𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖇𝖊𝖓𝖊𝖋𝖎𝖙𝖘 ( 𝖌𝖝𝖌 )

𝕺𝖓𝖊

𝗝𝗲𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗶 𝗽𝗼𝘃 🧞‍♀️

"Jelani ! , you never go out" my bestie melanie said to me

"girl , aint no one got time to be going to some bum ass party"i said

"BUM?!"she yelled like soulja boy , i started laughing

"have you ever even went to a party after what had happened to kyree ?"she asked me

i just shrugged

"what the fuck does that mean?"she says mocking me

"leave me alone"i say laying down

"look I'm sorry"she says to me picking my head up

"you good"i say smiling at her

"maybe you can go at least this once" she says giving me puppy eyes

I rolled my eyes & she kept doing it

"ugh , okay , now stop being so headass with that puppy dog shit " i say & she start laughing

"yayyy !"she says shaking me & shit

this muthafucka crazy

"you hella hyper"i say & she chuckles

"i know but we gotta get ready girl"she says

i get up & start getting some comfortable clothes

i freshened up & threw the clothes on

melanie comes back out with her titties & ass out , i shook my head

she has a nice body , not gonna lie

"uhn uhn , what the fuck yo ass got on?"she asks me shaking me out of my thoughts

"clothes , nicca "i say rolling my eyes

"take that shit the fuck off"she says , going to grab some clothes

"why you acting like this now , you use to love to dress up & go to parties"she says

"things change , i guess"i say shrugging

ever since my brother died , i basically went into a depression state & i changed my ways

nobody really understands my pain , especially my bestfriend

she always trying to make me do shit , maybe shes just trying to help me by keeping all that energy & positivity

she gives me some clothes & i tried them on

i didn't really feel that comfortable but it was cute

i came back out & melanie jaw dropped

"Oh my" she says fanning herself

I laughed

"all the niggas , gon faint"she says and i gave her an awkward smile

she doesn't know that i'm bi & i like girls more

yeah i've dated like two boys but i really wasn't feeling them like that

I havent told anyone but my brother & he accepted me

my mama would go crazy if i told her , she is against that & she told me she would disown me if i liked girls

but I'm damn near grown , its always been me & my brother but now I'm alone

it's gonna stay that way too , i don't have anymore blood family , my mama already act like she don't want me

"girl , come on"melanie says & we head out

I hop in the car with her & we were on our way to the party

i looked at melanie, she so fine bro , but she strictly dickly

I'm scared of what she gon think , which is why Ian never told her

I use to have a crush on her , lmfaooo

i think you just born gay .

𝙁𝙞𝙛𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙩𝙚𝙨 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧

we made it to the party , & we get out the car

we both head inside , & before we could even get in , i already smell alcohol & weed

we walked in & alot of people were staring at us

i started to get uncomfortable & alot of people know me from my brother

i didn't even get me nothing to drink & melanie left me so I'm just chilling

niggas start to come up to me

"ayo shawty"this darkskin says to me

i look at him like what

"i spotted yo fine ass from a mile & I knew I had to talk to you" he says doing this weird ass walk & i shook my head

i hate corny niggas

most females would've been like "omg really?"

and swoon over them but me nah, this a motto I'll always follow

"Nîggas ain't shit"

"so can i buy you a drink?"he asks me and i shake my head no

"oh , so you quiet huh ?"he asks me

"yeah" i say lowly

"i knew your brother , most people glad he gone"he says & i got angry

i slapped him in his face

"don't ever disrespect my brother !"i yelled at him & everyone looked at us

"yo i swear to g-"he says about to hit me but this girl came in front of him

"what the fuck is wrong with you Micah?!"she yells pushing him away from me

"you lucky she stopped me cause I would've rocked yo shit shawty"he tells me & I rolled my eyes

"Fuck you" i say flipping him off and walked out