How Can I Love You? || Vkook

fifty three

Jimin was standing at the balcony of their room as the cold but soft breeze hitted him softly like a baby's touch

"Jimin?" He then heard a voice as he then turned around and found Yoongi at the door as he then turned his gaze back to the balcony slowly

But, his prediction of what might happen was mistaken. He then felt a grip on his wrist as he then turned back and saw Yoongi

"L..let go of me Y...Yoongi." Jimin said as Yoongi then didn't even think twice as he then pulled Jimin close to him as he then crashed his lips to his as Jimin then bulged his eyed open

He hasn't held Yoongi this tight ever since he became pregnant with Yoonmi and Kyungsoo. But, thinking back to the good old memories they had together, just made him want to respond with the kiss

He even then let Yoongi hug him as tight as he can. Even when he asked for entrance, he gave it all to him

Just the feeling of him being touched by him was one of the most beautiful moments of his entire life

"J..Jimin." Yoongi said as he then slowly broke the kiss as Jimin then looked at him for just a millisecond as he then hung his head low

Yoongi then raised his head slowly as Jimin then caught a glimpse of him. He has never seen Yoongi this worried about him before. His eyes were sparkling like the stars that were dancing and shining all night through the dark sky

His touch was as soft as a pillow but hard as a brick that gave him more secure to him as Jimin then felt a tear fall down his eye

He had really missed the moments that happened before. All the kissed, the nights, the hugs, and even the hardships they had. If they never had endured those and, maybe they couldn't be here standing to where they are now

"Don't cry Jimin.." Yoongi softly said as he then wiped Jimin's tear with his thumb softly as Jimin then held his hand gently as he then looked at him with eyes almost at the verge of crying

"Y...Yoongi I..I'm sorry.."

"Sorry for what?" Yoongi asked as he then held Jimin more close to him as it made Jimin's chest touch his as well as their faces were just small inches away from each other

"For being such an idiot at a time like this. You know how much I get affected when it comes to moments like this and, it just makes me to just..." Yoongi then held both of his hands into his as Jimin then looked at Yoongi steadily

"Your never like this before Jimin. I understand that your going through something hard and I know we can pull through this without you and me being separated."

Jimin then looked at him as it then made him burst into tears just by hearing those words by his lover

At times, when you can't understand what your going through. Your not alone at all, you have a blanket that can cover you and comfort you until you finally become you again but better than than the last you who came out and that's what Min Yoongi just is

Its never an annoyance for him when Jimin or the kids are around. He always make sure that everyday will always be a happy day for them but, there are times when the happy days just flips upside down unexpectedly
that it can just make smiles turn upside down into a frown

But, when you know that you have that special blanket to comfort you, so. Why would you be worried of such a thing that you know that your not alone through all this?

Your lucky because, other people just let their problems just bury
into their chests until it becomes a very deep wound and it makes people depressed at times

So, if you have that special someone or people in you life. Don't let them go but, treasure them as pieces of treasure and cherish them your whole life

Don't let then disappear from your life or else, your life might become dark and gloomy with sadness all laced up with the stars that are slowly shining a sharp light at you with the dark sky all full of regrets and hurt

But, not everyday or time that your night is always dark and gloomy. If a hand can just extend to you through the dark then, why not hold it then just leaving it. It can make your day more brighter and you can just feel yourself at ease and peace

Its better to have someone by your side the whole time. It feels like your lying down a cloud full of love and secure with each other and when your feeling down, they can always make you satisfied when they always gives you that bright and warming smiles to fill your day with happiness and warmth

"Yoongi.." Jimin then slowly said as Yoongi then looked at Jimin

His cheeks were all stained by his tears, his eyes were all red an puffy with tears and his face was all sad and hurt

"Hmm?" Yoongi then responded as he then brushed Jimin's bangs slowly as he then wiped Jimin's eyes with his thumb one more time as he then loosen his grip on Jimin

"I love you."

"I love you as well Park Jimin and that can't change. Even if you resent me, I'll still love you." Yoongi then hugged him as Jimin then couldn't resist the urge to just cry and hug him back

It might feel like eternity to him not to be able to hug and touch Yoongi this tight but, the feeling now just makes him want to forget about the bad times and things that are happening now and before

"Jimin, I promise that I'll protect you no matter what.. Even Yoonmi and Kyungsoo.." Jimin then released from the hug slowly as he then looked at Yoongi

"Then.." Jimin then took out the ring Yoongi had gave him as he then gave it to him in tears as Yoongi then looked at him shocked

"Jimin?.."

"Take care of this for me.." Jimin then kissed his lips for a good life time as he then detached away from him as he then ran out of the room in tears

Yoongi just stood there shocked as he then looked at the ring. It then made him reminisce the moments he had with Jimin as he then broke down to tears as he then hugged the ring tight into his embrace

"Jimin... I'm sorry for being such a jerk..."
-Yoongi