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05:59) OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY ABOUT LAST NIGHT

(05:59) I WAS DRUNK AND I WASNT THINKING STRAIGHT AND I DIDNT MEAN TO PRESSURE YOU INTO ANYTHING AND IM SO SORRY

(05:59) i'm so freaking hungover and i've never deserved anything more in my life but i just need you to know that i'm hungover

(06:00) but if there's anything else you wanna do to punish me in any way i am open and willing because i know i did a really crappy thing and i know that me being drunk isn't an excuse at all. and i'm not expecting you to forgive me because i know we've been trying to move slow and i know that sending a picture was probably a really big step for you and it sucks that you felt the need to do it that way because of me

(06:00) i just...

(06:01) god i'm so sorry

(06:02) and i'm especially sorry about the whole shirtless thing,, that must've been really uncomfortable,,,,,, jesus i'm an idiot

(13:46) i messed up so bad

(13:47) i don't know what to do please text me as soon as you get out of class

(14:27) what happened???

(14:28) so y'know how last night i told you that the guy didn't really actually come over

(14:28) well we haven't seen each other's faces yet and last night when i was drunk, i guess i went to bed and

(14:28) i kept asking him to send a picture of his face because i wanted to know what he looked like

(14:29) and i feel like such a douche because i know he wants to take our friendship slowly and stuff but i just... totally disregarded that

(14:29) and the night had been so fun before that and i just totally ruined it for him i can tell

(14:29) when i was reading back the texts the feeling in my stomach was honestly worse than the hangover i was feeling

(14:29) which SAYS something

(14:30) but like i sent him a shirtless picture and i kept asking him to let me see his face and i crossed SO MANY LINES

(14:31) and now he hasn't talked to me all day.

(14:31) the last thing he sent me was a picture of himself at 4 am. i apologized when i woke up this morning but he hasn't said anything.

(14:31) ...okay, WOW.

(14:31) well, first of all, think about this: it could've been much worse. you could've asked him for nudes. you could've SENT him nudes.

(14:31) jesus christ winnie for the last time we ARENT BOYFRIENDS. why would i do that??? and i'm not that type of person. i'm not gonna go around asking him for that shit. please take this seriously.

(14:31) i AM. i'm seriously asking you to at least try to look at it that way. because you did mess up pretty bad, but at least you weren't a total jerkwad. you never know what's gonna happen when you're drunk.

(14:32) and the first step to this IS admitting that you made a mistake. and i see that you've realized that, but maybe you're taking it a little bit too far.

(14:32) there IS probably a reason he stopped talking. and it WAS probably a little jarring for that to happen to him. but he's probably going to talk to you again soon. i bet he just needs time to decompress.