I guess being a loser contributes to how many people like you, ya know you got the people how will be anything to be loved, weirdos who no one ever wants to love and just people how wake up everyday feeling dead as fuck.
I'm one of those people and so is my ex, she was always there for me and I was always there for her, she hates me know because I got to drunk and fucked her cousin. It's not my fault I can't control myself when I drink.
I've cut
Hurt
Cried
And felt like I'm dead because I miss you so much
I know you have a girlfriend that your happy with but please can you please talk to me I might not have my girlfriend anymore but you were always so nice and caring I know you've been hurt so much but I don't want to hurt you anymore. I love you so much I'm so sorry I did hurt you, I'm alive but I don't want to be anymore I'm done with everyone being angry with me but I know you as my friend. Please please I know I can't get you back as my girlfriend but I just need someone who wants to talk to me and you have always been there to listen to me I know your awesome with listening to people so please help me out here, I need you
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Um I just found this on her account it was my fault Allie died omg I feel sick
