Steve x ponyboy just a kid

what are these feelings

Ponyboy's POV

I'm sitting on the couch watching TV with the gang and all of a sudden Stevia soda bus to the door after work Stevie sits next to me I don't know I've been having these weird feelings for a while now but you won't like me back I'm just a kid a tag along to him nothing more nothing less

Steves POV

Me and Sodapop just got off a long day at work so we decided to go to his house on the way there we are making jokes once we got there we bust open the door laughing we finally calmed down I sat next to Ponyboy but what I didn't notice at first he was blushing but I don't know why I've had feelings for him for a while a long time I kept on pushing him away cuz I was scared I want anybody to think I was queer or the faget those people are hated in our town some accepted and others didn't and I was one of those people I accepted them because I was one of them but hates my guts it's not like he's ever going to want to be with me

Ponys POV

I can't help it look at Steve he was tall strong beautiful hair everything to see perfect about him and then before I knew it I was right completely just by thinking of him I covered my face up hopeing nobody saw my face when I looked up slightly I realized Steve did and then he blushes to but not as much as me but there is a tint of pink I lift my head up and before you new it were gazing into each other's eyes we get closer closer but then we realized oh no the rest of the gangs in the room and we instantly go to the separate sides of the couch but it was so nice just being close he made me feel safe I had a whole bunch of butterflies in my stomach and another feeling knowing that I've ever had before about anyone

time skip

Everyone left in the only people that are in the living room soda and Darry went to bed Johnny went to the lot two bit and dally went to Bucks party" hey so what happened earlier I really don't know how to bring it up again but I'm sorry I really didn't mean for that to happen" Steve apologizing to me are you kidding me are you sure this is nothing trick I'll go with it for now see what happens" no no it's fine I actually kind of liked it it was nice" I said back and Whisper hopefully he don't hear me but clearly by his facial expressions he did and before I knew it our lips were connected it as no tongue but it was sweet passionate and kind I felt safe again. "Hay pony" Steve said breaking the kiss "Y-yeah" I stuttered "I don't really know how to say this but I like you a lot I have her longtime scared that you wouldn't like me back so it got me mad that I can't have you so will you be my boyfriend" he said back in a shallow voice and with that I'm nodded yes so much I almost went dizzy if you kissed again this time a little more heated