Breaking out my shell💦👅👀

Chapter 13

Brielle's POV

"Yes girl he asked me out" I'm on the phone with Taniyah, usually Dionne would be the first person I tell but I still haven't spoke to her I just need time...

"Omggg sissss you gotta tell me everything"

"It's not much to tell really it just happened out of nowhere"

"Well bitch bring your pepper spray cause you never know with him"

"Girl hush that man ain't gon do nothing"

"How do you feel about him asking you out"

I paused for a minute to really think about how I felt about it cause honestly I still can't stop replaying those words in my head, I smile every time I hear it

"I don't know I guess I'm just shocked"

"Why" I can hear the confusion through the phone

"Now you should already know the answer to that"

"Well I don't"

"Look at me Taniyah do it really look like I'm his type"

"What type are you referring to"

"Im not like the girls he use to"

"Ok and have you ever thought that maybe that's why he like you dumbass"

"I just really got a bad feeling about this"

"What about the date?"

"No about this whole me and Malik thing, I mean say that this date do go good I don't think I can handle the lifestyle that comes with him"

"That shouldn't matter right now just go on the date first dang"

"Yea you right I'm thinking about it way to much"

"Do you know what you going to wear"

"No not yet"

"Girl when is it"

"Tomorrow, he asked me Monday"

"And you are just now telling me? You fake af"

"Can you say mad?" I laughed while teasing her

"Can you say fuck you?"

"Such a cry baby"

"Have you heard from Dionne?"

"Nope, don't care to either"

"That's your best friend Bri I, I don't know what y'all going through or what happened but I do know that y'all friendship to valuable and I know it can be fixed"

"I just can't look at her the same I just need a break"

"Well she called me earlier and asked have I talked to you"

"Im not in the mood for her right now I'll eventually talk to her"

"I hope so"

"Well hate to cute the call short but I got things to do"

"Like get ready for that date?girl you ain't slick but bye hoe"

"Byeee" I rolled my eyes and hung up

So as you can see it's been three days since Malik asked me and I'm not looking forward to it... I have terrible anxiety I mean yea I have home boys and all it's just I get nervous on dates. The last time I went on a date was to the movies and I was so scared that I was on the phone with Dionne until he showed up. But once he got there I started to get comfortable well that was until he tried to finger me and I most def was not going for that in a fucking movie theater. So the most I've ever done with a boy was kiss and I grabbed a dick. I've never been ate out, fingered, and I'm still a virgin. Hell a boy never even went in my pants. It not only about me being scared I just wanna make sure that the boy is all for me and all for me only before I start doing stuff and I want to be in a relationship. I just can't let anybody do it ya feel me?