Change Him {ZARRY}

I'll take care of you

Harry's PoV:

I'm trying to sleep ... trying

It's hard, it's getting harder every minute, every second.

I looked slowly to the clock maybe trying to make the time goes faster

3: 27 A.M

I am exhausted, I want to sleep but I'm afraid to have a bad dream again... a nightmare, I can't stand this anymore every single time I close my eyes the first image that appears to my mind is Nick, Nick, Nick, Nick following that I fell his touch and his gross kisses my lips are getting dry and my stomach is growling just to think of that

I feel him in every inch of my body although they saved me in time I still experienced things that I never want to experience before

I feel sick

I turn around for 35th time it doesn't work, my throat is dry my lips are burning maybe a glass of water will help

I got out of my room I went downstairs directed to the kitchen, tiptoeing till there so no one wakes

I grabbed a glass and I put it under the faucet I opened the water and I let it run to the glass. Once the glass was fill I drank the water and I put the glass on the sink and when I turned around

"AHHHHHHH"

"Shh sh dimples"

"You scared the shit out of me Malik"

"It's 3 AM Harry! What are you doing awake ?" Zayn asked me

I looked down ashamed but I didn't felt like lying to him " I can't sleep"

"Why?" He asked

And I know it was an innocent little question but I was full of emotions and I started to cry

"Hey hey, curly...don't cry ... please !" Zayn said walking over me worried " it hurts my heart to see you like this"

"I — can't it's—Nick-Nick's - Nick's " I tried to say between sobbings

He caressed my cheek and smiled "I get it, babe! You can sleep in my room "

I gulped slightly nervous but actually loving the idea maybe I'll sleep now

He took me to his room, it was a very cozy room , his room had a desk full of books, drawing books I think ,above the desk the wall was covered by his drawings that I couldn't see quite well because it was dark ... on the other side of the room it was his bed and next to it a sofa with a television probably with his console to play

"C' mon you can sleep on that side of the bed," he said pointing to the left side and turning the lights on

And then I noticed his PJs and his sleepy face and I fall in love even more for him

"Are you done of checking me out green eyes?"

"Me? I- uh no I'm " I stuttered

He tapped the space on the bed next to him and I didn't saw any other option to accept his offer and sleep there

I sat on the edge of the bed although we were not touching or even close I could feel his warmth. I took a long breath and laid down and closed my eyes while he turned off the lights.