Anonymous - QuackityHQ

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Anna's pov

This all felt like a dream.

I uploaded my YouTube video 7 hours ago and it's almost at 500,000 views.

Me and Alex are kind of a 'thing' now.

We hadn't told anyone yet.

I was kind of scared of telling everyone.

Jahseh died two days ago and everyone thinks me and him were dating.

The backlash I would get is fucking real.

Although jah died I've been holding up better then expected.

Alex was really comforting me and making me feel better.

I fall for this guy more and more everyday.

It's fucking crazy.

Being snapped out of my thoughts by the door opening I realized my mind flooded me and I was a crying, sweating, mess.

Wiping my eyes I saw a figure come up to me.

He said something which I didn't hear because of my music I didn't realize was still on.

Don't you fucking hate i-

My music stopped when I took my earbuds out.

"Sorry what did you say" I mumbled trying not to let my voice crack.

"Do you want any pizza?" His voice instantly soothing me.

"Uh sure"

He whispered yes under his breathe just loud enough for me to hear it while he got out his Samsung.

He ordered us pizza while I stared at him being trapped in my mind.

What is wrong with me?

The door bell rung and he got up to answer it shutting the door behind him.

My eyes lingered where he sat on my bed already missing him.

Tears were still threatening to spill out at any second and my knees were at my chest.

I didn't realize Alex had gotten back until he had tapped my shoulder.

Looking up I did a quick fake smile and took a slice.

"Anna I'm worried about you.." he said, his voice trailing off.

"Don't be I'm okay" I tried to reassure him.

His brown eyes looked at me in doubt.

"We should watch something" I suggested, switching the topic.

He shrugged and grabbed the tv remote.

"What do you wanna watch?" He asked.

"I don't care"

"You always say that"

Wrapping the blanket around us I cuddled into his side and instantly felt warmer.

He played a random movie I didn't pay attention to.

Staring at the screen I just began to get flooded with thoughts again.

When the movie turned off I didn't even notice.

"Are you okay" Alex asked me, tapping my shoulder.

I nodded my head silently and my eyes went from the tv to his.

He held a worried look on his face but shrugged it of.

My eyes slowly drifted off.