I forgot how addicting it was.
to need that escape, to feel the bliss of pain in somewhere other than my heart, even if just for a moment.
I forgot how helpless I feel after.
anxiously applying vaseline to make the scars go away faster, so I can join in at the beach with everyone else.
I forgot how good it feels.
to know I always have something to lean on.
that something is suicide, you know.
ESTÁ A LER
i am not real , but you were
Poesiaa collection of thoughts i refused to let slip away with the wind