Hamilton Au College

Hospital Pt 1 | 6

Sorry it's been a while just so busy if I'm not doing this it's basketball. And I read fan fictions to help me get inspired. No I don't steal I just mixed a whole bunch of my ideas
John.pov
"Did you experience anything bad or scary in your lifetime," asked Dr. Angelica

"Yeah but what does that have to do with anything?"

"Do you even know what ptsd means," she questioned

Is she questioning my intelligence. Wow. Just wow.

"Post traumatic something disorders," I replied  getting irritated

"That something mean stressed," she said sounding irritated too

"Ok ok," I apologize. So ptsd interesting but I have no idea what that is so if it's like depression I had it but not anymore.
"PTSD is when you have a difficult time recovering or moving past an horrific event." She explains

"But this happened a while ago I'm fine now this have never happened before," I started to panic

"Well you can have it for years and not know it. What can trigger it is smells, taste, places, or a person. So what have you avoided since this experience," She asked calmly

"Yeah tequila and broken glass bottles." I say in confusion

"Okay so how long have you avoided this," dr Angelica asked

Ok so I'm 19 now and it happened when I was 7 so 19 - 7 is?

"12 years?" I finally responded

"Eek... i mean I'll be right back" she said frantically

Alex, Lafayette and Hercs enter the room. Alex looks like he have been crying.

"Hey how are you feeling," Alex says

"Fine I guess," I responded

"What was the problem," Lafayette asks

"Head trauma something that involves ptsd," I explained

"EVERYONE OUT NOW I NEED TO TALK WITH MY PATIENT." Dr Angelica yells

Everyone scrambles out the room.

Alex.pov

Me Lafayette and Hercs was waiting in the waiting room.

Everyone else went to the Hersey factory since we didn't leave Virginia yet so it was like only 5 minutes away.

It's all my fault. Johns in here because of me and I don't even know if he is ok.

I start crying and I tried to hide it by burying my face in my shirt. But Hercs already noticed.

"What wrong Alex," he asked

"Nothing I'm fine," I respond

But I wasn't ok nothing was ok. I just screwed everything up like always.
I ran out the room into the bathroom and locked myself in a stall and started sobbing and punching the wall until I couldn't anymore. I needed to find something sharp right now. It's a hospital they probably left something sharp laying around.
As I was rumbling around someone came in. It was Lafayette and Herc. I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes and pretended like I was washing my hands.

"Alex," Herc whispers

I pretend I didn't hear him

"Alex," he says louder

"Hmm," I respond

"We are worried about you," Lafayette says

"Worried about me why are you worried about m-me j-John is the one in the h-hospital," I said trying to keep it together

"Alex stop,"Herc says " I know you aren't ok you were just crying out in the waiting room,"

"No I wasn't, y-you have no proof," I stuttered

"Look at your shirt," Lafayette says "Plus you only stammer when you're sad or upset about something,"

"I'm fine," I snapped and ran out the room and they chased after me.

I sit back down in my sit. Knowing we won't talk cause it will make a scene. A few minutes later we could go see him but just for a few.
She only let us go cause I wouldn't stop asking.

When I walk in I almost start crying because it so hard for me to look at him like that all hooked up to machines and on oxygen because of me. I did that to him.

"Hey... How are you feeling," I managed to squeak.

"Fine I guess," John replied omg he seems like he doesn't want to talk to me he must knows I did something to his drink.

"What was the problem?" Lafayette blurted

"Head trauma something related to ptsd," John replies

"EVERYONE OUT NOWWWWW!" The doctor screamed

We all left but as soon as we left I went to the bathroom and cried and start looking for something sharp again.