I really feel left out.....
.....
...
Now we are headed to lunch, everyone seems to be trying to make today a great day for me...
Why....
Do they really care for me...
"Hey sho are you okay..."
Huh, I looked up and it was izuku....
"Yeah, why do you ask?""Okay, just asking you seem distracted" he smiled and holded my hand.
I need to stop with this negative thoughts, am supposed to be getting better for izu and everyone else.
But then when I get back home with father...
I don't know what he will do, "hey sho, smile will yah!"
Izuku looked at me and pointed at his mouth where a big smile was.
"Okay.." I gave a small smile.
We got lunch and me and izu are sitting alone together, "sho, are you sure you're okay you seem really distracted."
I looked up and looked at him, "I don't want to bother you."
"Hey you need to trust me okay!" He looked at me with a soft smile and grabbed my hand.
"Ugh okay, it's just well all this friends and happy moments.... I wish they would last, after school am going to go back home and live a hell, this... this happy feeling will leave... My father he will probably try and kill me when I get home...."
I looked down at my food and I felt my stomach get sick, "sho, you're not alone am with you i won't let anything happen to you I promise, and this is only the start you have friends now you aren't alone"
I smiled at izu, but after what he said my chest feels heavy I don't know why.
Whatever I have to eat...
PIG
pig
You're fat
.....
This continues I can't do this anymore, Why why these voices!
The more I try to be okay the more they don't leave.
REMEMBER MOM
What are you
You don't even visit
HER!
Stop....
Stop.....
Why won't it stop....
I stand up "am going to the bathroom..." And left walking to the bathroom.
Calm down shoto....
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Sorry Izu~ (Tododeku)
Fanfiction» This is a sad Tododeku story « Todoroki is depressed and has no hope for himself, will Midoriya be able to save him? ⚠️ contains self harm ⚠️ ⚠️ suicidal thoughts ⚠️