How could he do this to me... I trusted him, I loved him, I cared about him... And this is what he gave in return, abuse... He left us, and he started mentally and emotionally abusing us... Why is he doing this, we did nothing wrong... He let people who are very unhealthy into his life, which makes ours hell... He doesn't care about us, all he does is push us away... We've tried physically interacting with him, like kids and teenagers usually do... But he just makes up excuses and pushes us away, we've given up on trying... That just shows he doesn't care about us, at all... It hurts to look back, I was close to him, and he was the only person I would go up to after my great-grandma died... I can't look at him the same, he's not my father... I don't have a father anymore, he's no one to me... He's a complete stranger who says he "loves his kids..." When really, he doesn't... If he loved his kids, he wouldn't abuse us, if he loved his kids, he wouldn't lie to us, if he loved his kids... He would come home and make our family whole again... But he didn't, he did all these unforgivable things... I don't know who he is anymore, I just want a loving, caring, and understanding father... But I don't... Not anymore...
