A/n Heyo so this is like another replaced/ forgotten chapter but it's different ish, you'll see. Also sorry for all yeh replaced chapters. Idek they are fun to write. Also warnings there might be mentions of suicide attempts.
Peter pov:
I walked back home after a pretty bad day at school. I had all of my classes with flash how was constantly tormenting me throughout the day. I had three pop quizzes and I think I failed all of them, and I even missed my bus to get home because my family was 'busy'. As I got to the common room I saw my family all doing their own thing which was weird for them. I'm usually greeted by a million hugs from all of them so it was strange for them to not even notice my presence.
"Hey guys," I yelled out trying to make sure that everything was okay. "Hey Pete, sorry it's busy around here at the moment, go get your homework done and I'll call you for dinner," pops said not looking up from his laptop. The rest of the team hummed in agreement and I slumped up to my room.
After hours of homework I finally finished and I looked at my clock. 9:30 pm, that's weird pops said he'd call me down for dinner? I walked downstairs to the kitchen and I saw my family all finishing up their food, I tried to escape the room without anyone seeing me but that wasn't going to be the case. Uncle Loki saw me and gave me a wink when he realised that I didn't want to be in the spotlight. I slowly made my way back to my room and flipped onto my bed. I couldn't even go out as Spider-Man. I just felt numb to the world, I was so disappointed in myself that I couldn't feel anything else. I didn't know what to do so I just tried to sleep the feeling off.
The tower started becoming more and more lonely. My family had even finished everything they were busy with and they still didn't pay me any attention. They started ignoring me, making fun of me and bullying me at home which didn't help the bullying at school. They would make fun of me for my families deaths, they started using their powers against me aswell. I was so sick of it, I couldn't feel safe anywhere because everywhere I went I would get beaten up.
After about 5 months of becoming the avengers punching bag I went to the kitchen to grab something small to eat, I was hoping that they had all finished. As I opened the door I saw them just finishing up. I slowly crawled into the ceiling and snuck past them. I used my webs to pick up an apple and a breakfast bar and I snuck back to my room. I almost made it out without anyone seeing me, unfortunately Uncle Loki ended up noticing but he didn't say anything. He made an excuse to leave the table and he made his way up to my room. As I sat on my bed I heard a knock on the door, "Hey Pete, can I come in?" "Yeah sure," I managed to whisper grabbing my book. Loki slowly opened the door and carefully sat on my bed. "Look I know they are busy right now, but your dads, uncles and aunts all care about you a lot." "What are they busy with," I spat. "I-I ah actually don't know. They are just busy," he said. I could sense the anger slowly bubbling up. "It doesn't mean they can just forget about me. They adopted me, they took that responsibility. They promised that they'd give me a better life and this is the shit I get. They shouldn't have taken me in if they weren't ready, I know everyone treats me like an adult but I'm still a KID! I NEED A FAMILY AND I NEED PARENTS AND THEY DON'T GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT ME BEING THEIR KID!!" I yelled, "they don't get to just adopt a kid and leave me," I choked out. Loki started yelling after that. "IT ISNT OUR FAULT THAT YOU ARE A DISAPPOINTMENT! IF YOU HATE IT SO MUCH WHY DONT YOU JUST GO BACK TO THE ORPHANAGE! WE NEVER LIKED YOU ANYWAY, WHY DONT YOU GO DO EVERYONE A FAVOUR AND JUMP OFF THE NEAREST ROOF!" I stumbled to the ground and pushed myself against the wall. Loki was about to leave before he walked back over to me and slapped me across the face. I sat against the wall sobbing for a few hours. "I thought that Loki was the only nice one, if he's already done with me maybe I should just go jump off a roof." I thought.
I ran to my bathroom and I grabbed a razor, some meds and a note that I wrote last week. I folded up my spider suit and placed the note on top. After I made sure everything looked okay, I bolted. I ran as fast as I could to a building that I've been planning on jumping from for a while. I didn't even bother to take the stairs, I just climbed as fast as I could up the wall. Once I reached the top, I took a minute to admire the beauty of the city. After I snapped myself out of my daze I ripped open my bag. I started downing pills as fast as I could, after two bottles I grabbed the razor blade and cut my arms before running to the edge of the building. I started to feel really dizzy when I lost my balance and started falling. I lost consciousness before hitting the ground.
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Avengers one shots
FanfictionMainly irondad and spiderson but all the Avengers are gonna be in it a lottttttt. feel free to give suggestions cause I will probably run out of ideas. Im not the best writer but I'm bored lol, the book will probably be updated every week or so. Hig...