Chapter 8

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A couple of mornings later I wake up and go get Kennedy. She hasn't been sleeping thru the night like she used to. I don't know what happen. And I felt so exhausted all day today. Between working, going to school online and taking care of Kennedy, I'm beat. Yes I'm taking my college courses online. Working was just taking too much time away from Kennedy. If I went to school I would have no time at all. So I took online courses and I work from five in the morning at this diner I found until three in the afternoon, come home do my online classes while I take care of Kennedy. Sometimes Christian takes her so I can do my school work and so he can spend time with her too.

After I got Kennedy to sleep, I sit in the rocking chair rocking myself to sleep when I'm half way asleep and half way awake in the rocking chair. I didn't have the energy to go to my room so I just plopped there. I'm almost out when I feel someone put a blanket on me then lean over and kiss my forehead

"I'm so sorry. I love you." he whispers. I think my heart stopped and I quit breathing. I shake my head startling him.

"Don't." I whisper. "Don't ever say those words to me again. Not when you're in love with your whore." I huff. Shit that wasn't meant to come out.

"I thought you were asleep. What the hell are you talking about?" he asks me confused.

"Almost was and don't play stupid with me." I huff standing up. I check on her then walk out the door heading to my room. He follows me of course.

"We need we talk." he tells me following me across the hall.

"No we don't." I tell him.

"Please Sin." he begs.

"No." I say irritated. He grabs my arm stopping me.

"We need to talk." he says again. I sigh heavily rubbing my temples.

"Why? Can we do this tomorrow?" I ask.

"We don't ever have time. And we need to talk about us."

"There is no us. There never was an us. There never will be an us. I'm here so our daughter can be with both parents and grandparents." I tell him honestly.

"I want there to be an us." he tells me. I scoff at that.

"How can you say that to me and screw different girls day after day. You don't want there to be an us. You want another toy, another notch in your belt. That's it." I almost yell at him. I'm kind of glad he's skipping over him being in love with someone else. I don't think I could explain that. And you notice he didn't deny it.

"Not true. I really do want there to be an us." he argues.

"Yeah you show it every damn day." I scoff. He wraps his arms around my waist pulling me to him.

"I know. I'm sorry. I'll change." he whispers.

"No you won't. Once a man whore always a man whore." I scoff. Actually he hasn't been with many girls here lately. Yes he's still with them but not as much. Between school, work, Kennedy and alpha duties. He's pretty busy.

"I will. I promise." he tells me.

"Don't make promises you can't keep." I say to him

"I will keep this one. Please Sin just give me a chance." he begs. I shake my head no.

"No I can't, not when you're in love with her." I state.

"Who?" he ask confused.

"Callie." I say like it's obvious. He looks at me like I've lost my mind.

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