WINTER SCENES

the stars arent as mystical as they seem

: I A M T R A P P E D I N T H E S P A C E B E T W E E N S T A R S ;

there is a loneliness devouring me

before i can even open my eyes

i've already been covered in darkness

this is not oblivion

this is an empty feeling of being

so so alone with no one to

hold me tight or

tell me that it'll be alright even

in the darkest of times and

i know that this isolation

is good for me

is it?

i cannot feel anything

godsomeonehelpmebecausethispainissuddenlyallicanfeelandivefinallyrealizedthetruthabouttheworld

beautycomesatacostitsobviousisntitbecausethestarsmaybethebrightestthingsintheskyandtheymightburnburnburnwithflashingluminescencebuttheirbrightnessforcesthemtobeeonsapart

allofusthinkthestarsweregiftedwithlight

thoughitisactuallyacurse
b e c a u s e   n o w   t h e y
a r e   l o n e l y   w i t h
n o   o n e   c l o s e   e n o u g h
t o   L O V E   t h e m

everyone thinks the stars are mystical beings and the galaxies are such a wondrous thing

filled with light and glowing to fill the darkness with something that feels beautiful and bright

but we are all mistaken

the galaxies are filled with more darkness than light

and even if you need darkness to shine

it can't hide the distance

for the stars are lonely beings

and we are the ones blessed with love

: I A M T R A P P E D I N T H E S P A C E B E T W E E N S T A R S ;

B U T N O W Y O U A R E H E R E

AND I AM NO LONGER ALONE