Reticent Medico

Day 1

The day was a complete boredom I sarted or say ended the previous day by having my aftari. Many of you might not be aware of what "sehri" means. Its a part of ritual obligation in Islam. We Muslim observe a fast from when the sun rises till it sets. We are prohibited to eat drink and try oir best to avoid sin thrpugh this time. Back to sehri, its a meal sort of breakfast before the sun rises. I haven't slept through out night in concert with my previously developed sleeping cycle at home that might change today. After eating my aftari I went to sleep. I woke up at about 9.00AM picked my mobile to see if I had an online lecture going on. There was not a sign of my ward class in my whatsApp Ward group so I left myself at the mercy or I should better say comfort of sleep once again thinking that I would wake up when the next lecture time starts but that didn't happen. I screwed up by oversleep and qoke up at about 12:30 PM. Today was Friday and I have to say my Friday prayer but to do so I had to take my shower. I was in no mood to take a shower my laziness took better of me and ended up missing my Friday prayer. Actually to avoid scolding from Mum I kept on rambling about in streets and aftwr about 20 minutes came home and announced that I had said my prayer. My sister and brother-in-law watched me in street but I took care of it by making an ecxuse of having missed my prayer in nearest mosque and was going to another one where sermon was yet to be observed not sure though if I had satisfied their queries but I don't care. As I mentioned the couple ot is worthwile for my readers to know them a little. My sister is third in number among siblings (age wise). She is a tall good looking lady with a sharp wit and handsome and lively husband that highets a bit shorter than her. They a have a beautiful baby boy very lively that I think is a split copybof his paternal grandfather with the livelyness of his father let us call him baby 4. I came home with my fast alreding having a bit toll on me with my always disturbed stomach making the situation particulaly difficult.But at the end I managed to pull out of the weighing thought of my fact having a toll on me. I am lazy as hell and hate to take responsibilities. I went to m drawing room picked up my laptop and started watching "Better call Saul" the season about a lawyer. I continued with my season for around 5:30 PM. Meanwhile my father returned home from office and I took his bike to ride it up into house through a ramp at our gate. After that my duty was to keep company for abu ( father) bit to be honest I don't like it much as it demands to be sticking with him like always till he fells asleep. I moved TV out for him. I use to play cricket in house of my own that I did today for about 15 minutes before iftar.Iftar is the time when we fullfil our fast by eating and drinking exactly when the sun rises.Before iftar I had to go to market to fetch strip for blood glucose measuring machine for my father. He is a chronic diabetic I checked his sugar injected him insulin played some cricket and at about 6:30 it was aftar time.I ate and drink plenty and then I sat by my father's side. He watched his favorite show o TV and I continued with my social media. Then at about 9:30PM he went to his bed I massaged his legs for about 30 minutes and he fell asleep. Then is the time the thinking reappeared to mind at a full scale.I am thinking this COVID thing is wasting my life I am not studying not attending my lectures and doing nothing useful. What would become of my futre thats what I fear. I scooped on some of my clas-fellow crushes on social media.I thought how my father keeps on asking me to go out with my sister that I can't go alone at night as he fears for me and loves me and keeps on saying that I am like a body guard to him and that he loves. After these thoughts came over me I started writing you this passage. Everything is truth and mostly honest though I skipped some to be mentioned details though I am afraid tha I have my fears that keep me from posting them here