unforgiven

Why I Never Wanna Have Feelings Again

-riele

I don't get why jace would wanna hurt me like this not after I told him  3 beautiful  words that I've never got a chance to tell rieya before she left. At least I could get some time for myself. He's been calling me for a while I just don't wanna answer if only there was a spell where I could just take all my feelings away.

When Ella told me she never wants anything to do with me after I did the most horrible thing a human could do just because I was mad at jace. I took away the one thing she loved and that was Sean...ive apologised to many times and school is just lonely without her.

I lost all my friends including Sean who has dealt with all my shit all this time
Geez jace is calling should I answer, should not let me just me answer

Jace:hey rie... Before you hang up let me explain a few things

Rie:talk while I'm still emotionally helpless

Jace:can we meet in the next hour please i really have to ask something

Rie:fine

I just put on my checked vans and put on some sweatpants and a hoodie pulled my hair into a messy bun and wiped the tears of my face. I looked at myself I was a mess I could withstand that my mom died 2 months ago. I remember when she was my manager I miss her so much I have a lot of regrets but you can't take back time. Arrggghh I have to leave

I drive to the nearest mall to meet jace I haven't seen in a while since my life came crashing down

The ex I hate : where are you I'm at star bucks getting a latte... Should I get you something??😁

Rie : nahh I'm cool anyways I'm right behind you

Jace turned around to face me my heart stopped

-jace

I've missed so much of her...her eyes are still as sparkly as ever what was I thinking when I decided to date sabrina I messed up big time and it was stupid but she has gained a lot of weight and her just keeps on getting fye and fye

"can we sit down?" I said

"sure why not" she said in sass

"again I would like to apologise for cheating on you and I'm sorry you had to find out that way and loosing your friends and everyone calling you a hoe on social media and shit... But I'm so sorry, you do know that I love you but I have never felt like this with anybody ever... When my dick was down sabrinas pussy it felt wrong but I loved it. "I said with tears in my eyes

She stayed quiet for a while

" I also have more to say

If you could see yourself through my eyes, you would know how much I love you. You hold a very special place in my heart! I will love you forever!

I don’t need a thousand reasons to feel special. All I need is you to live in this world. You are the sunshine of my life.

I wish to be everything that brings a smile on your face and happiness in your heart. I want to love you like no else ever did! "
I

said firmly

Rie started to cry
" jace it's been so long since youve apologised and I was greatful to have a man like you in life and since you weren't there during the most hardest time of my life... Do you even know lost my mother and what pain it was to see go 6 feet under"  she said with tears still not looking up

"I'm sorry I didnt know but I've dealing with family issues too riele my mom got deported to Mexico I've been trying to get a hold of her but I can't they don't care what status I have here in a America Rie I've tried everything xander even gave up" she finally looked up at me

I could see her she was emotionally closed off and I really have to fix stuff between here and Ella she was the friend she never had. I'm sorry about that

But I remember the sex we used to have hard-core I took her virginity away then dumped her that must've been hard I can't believe she emotionally closed off

"I'm sorry jace I had no idea... How could I make it up to you" she asked

"uhm you could give some pussy" I asked shyly

"fine jaceeeee" she rolled her eyes

"let's go back to my house" she said firmly

My wood started growing just by lookin at her asss damn I missed out goooood here
Finally we've reached her house I stated kissing her skin was just so flawless on my taste buds

(****sex scene ahead!!! *****)

He pulled off my panties and I was officially nacked... He took out his member... And started testing me with it after he started inserted 2 fingers in my core and I let out after that

I climbed upon his member slowly because it was huge

After a rocking night we laid back and spoke for a while I really missed his company... I can't help but say I really him missed him and I still do have those deep feelings I had for him when we were a bit young

"jace... I-i-I - I really missed you so much " I said looking into his eyes

"I love you riele West downs so to be Norman" he smirked

"fuck you Norman" I laugh

God missed laughing -

(knock knock)

"who the hell is that"  jace asked

" Rie come to the door" Omg that's reyia

" I'm coming" I grabbed a towel and ran to the door

"reyia what are you doing here" I asked shocked

"I'm done shooting for now" she said

"you smell weird Rie... Tell me you didn't get back together with jace" she said crossing her arms and running to the bedroom

"Omg Rie come on... He's naked on your bed.."

"i did it out of pity plus I haven't laughed in a while"i said

At least I got something out of it

N\A

Guys I'm still alive