I found her
Finally I found her
That girl I've been writing about
The one I've been missing
I found her insta gram
I also found a feeling
I felt relieved
She's here
I felt
Sad
I was missing her
I felt
Angry
I was so late
I felt
Empty
As if all my missing
Pain
Grievance and sorrow
Was for nothing
Like it was justified
I felt
Scared
What if
She doesn't even remember
Me
When I felt
Love
And I missed her
Every single day
Not one damn day went by
I didn't think of her
She brought everything
Lively into my life
She gave me hope
She took it with her
She's grown just as beautiful as the last time I saw her
I don't want her
It reminds me
Of a scene in a film
Annalise keating tried for years to have a child
One was finally surviving
Till it was killed in a car crash
The doctors let her hold her dead baby
For as much time she needed to
And right after the picture she pushed him away
It was unexplainable
That feeling
That Annalise had
I have towards Marley
I don't want her but I wanted her
I want her so bad
But I'm empty at a loss
I don't know
What this feeling is
I can't explain it
And I sure as hell
Don't like it
I'm
I don't even know anymore
I feel fragile
I need my back against a wall to support me
Move me
Some one
please
come rip me out of this
fragile
shell
I don't even know if I want her now that I have her
God
What the hell is
wrong with me
I felt
so much
For her
I felt
Trapped in the emotions
It has me wondering
Did she ever think of me again
Of course she doesn't remember me
I'm never on peoples minds
Not like their on mine
She never looked back did she
Yup
She didn't
It was
Just
A childish
Naive
Wish
Hope
That she ever could've cared
About
A
Weird
Thing
Like me
I'm
So
Stupid
I
Always
Ruin
It
It
Was right
What an old friend
Said long ago
"No one could ever like you"
She was
damn
right
But then
Again
My childishness
It always gets the best of me
What
In the hell
Was I thinking
She could never love me
No one will ever love me
YOU ARE READING
From The Heart ,From The Bone
PoetrySo someone said I should do poetry because told me I was deep,.... Years later I realized they were right I should do poetry
