All the feelings that never showed,
All will flow down and out
All you wanted was to see me smile
I only wanted was you to stay
All the pain you went through
and the time I spent, waiting for you to come home
All of the ones you left behind
So much joy
So much pain
All the time waiting
All that time
All you wanted to finish
All I wanted us to do
We miss you..
Big brother, why did you have to leave us?
What did you do to deserve that....
That fate that beheld you?
What could we have done?
Why didn't you tell us?
Why big brother?
I miss the laughs we had.
I miss the times we shared.
I miss you, big brother.
Please come back to me.
Please
I need you back
Please
Come home
Please
I hope you come home safely....
You left without warning
Why didn't you say goodbye?
Did it mean nothing?
All those smiles
And all the adventures we had
The good times
And the bad,
Can't we look past that?!
Can't we look to the future
Leave the past behind us?!
Can't we?
Can we?
When you return,
We can go on that hunting trip you always wanted
But I can't go without you,
You need to come home....
Stop telling me that he won't come back,
Stop it.....
He will be back,
He wouldn't leave without saying goodbye.....
So he has to come back..
He has to......
No....
Don't tell me that...
Don't say he won't come home...
Don't say that....
Please.....
Don't break my sprit any more than it is already
Though, I don't think you can go beyond shattered.....
I know he will....
Won't he?
Please,
Don't make me say goodbye........
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It's been so long....
I'd almost forgotten,
4 years....
That doesn't seem like a long time
But if you've lost someone
Time slows down
And it feels like your trying to breath in outer space.
I cant see your face, brother........
I see your body shape..
And your messy brown hair,
Striped silver with age...
I hear your voice,
So close....
Yet...
So distant...
It echos against the walls of my mind...
Bouncing off of memories long forgotten..
The minuet I think your voice has gone forever,
It returns with even much more force.
He still hasn't come home.....
I've given up waiting for you...
I'm sorry brother....
But I've lost hope......
Goodbye.
Forever.........................................................................................
